Gwyn. Wake up. Please. Miss you like crazy.
Unknown "chopstick" Lazy - 16 years, 11 days ago

so i got a little bit of an anxiety attack on the way to school today. i'm way stressed and worried over stuff right now. it was weird b/c that kind of stuff has never happened to me before. then suddenly *BAM* it hit me. had trouble breathing all of a sudden. pretty scary feeling. luckily it was very severe but still scary none the less.
Unknown "chopstick" Lazy - 16 years, 15 days ago

i missed church last sunday (yes i'm a bad christian). honestly i feel like crap when i miss church. i know it happens every now and then but the why i feel like crap about it is the reason i missed church on sunday. i was just too lazy to get up so i slept in and ended up missing it. made my day feel pretty crappy and even now i still don't feel too great about it. i would have gone to a later mass but i had to work that evening and couldn't go to that one either. ahhhh. what am i doing God?
Unknown "chopstick" Lazy - 16 years, 17 days ago

so i found a dead mouse in my basement yesterday. absolutely disgusting. had to pick it up and throw it in the garbage. probably one of the nastiest things ive had to do in a while. the body was rigor mortised so bad. i picked it up by the tail and it was sooo stiff that it was like picking up a branch. ewww. nasty.
Unknown "chopstick" Lazy - 16 years, 17 days ago

so a funny thing happened last night. was talking to my cousin and she found out that my screen name on the internet was 'Shuiyin' so out of nowhere she started calling me kuya shuiyin. haha. now thats totally awkward. i already wasnt used to be called kuya jon but now i'm kuya shuiyin. haha. its a little funny. i hope nobody else picks up on that. lols
Unknown "chopstick" Lazy - 16 years, 18 days ago