So What Are We Searching For?

We are all searching for something that is what makes us so damn interesting. Some people are not searching for anything and that is what makes them such simpletons. We aren’t.

We are the dreamers, yet also the doers. See how that is? I think that we should not look at our confusion in the negative light. Confusion is the catalyst for deep thoughts and those thoughts trigger change. It is a sign of you growth-incredible development that has the potential to project you towards extraordinary accomplishments.

My life is busy now. Not necessarily awesome, but busy and appealing. For the first time since I was younger, I have so many friends. And you know what? I needed that, your friends are like different mirrors that shoot back a completely separate reflection. In other words, each one introduces you to an important part of yourself. And that is why friends are important. And when, you get bored with them, it’s because you have seen what they have to teach you and you are hungry, starving for more. It’s unbelievable. But maybe THAT is the meaning of our lives. To get to know ourselves through others. The choices we make, the thoughts we conceive, the pain that we suffer, it all comes through experiences. Experience is the fragments of our self. We spend our whole life forming some king of selfhood, so that, my friend, is the meaning of our lives.

Go to where the learning is. Grow though what your challenges are. In a year we will look upon this time and say, “My! What we have learned!” and it always happens this way. Three weeks ago I felt like, GOD WHO THE HELL AM I? But all of a sudden I am back into it. I get the knack, you know? I understand relating to others once again. And damn, it feels so refreshing. So I say screw the people who set us back. Because those are the obstacles we have to fight through. Not regressing back to prior development is part of the game. Learning to move forward make us victorious. And that is what we must focus on. Learn, and when you feel you have learned it all, open your eyes, and learn some more.
Move through life as though you’re are swimming through a pool. You dive in and feel the pain, the challenge, obstacles, regression. Then come up for air and breathe in refreshing self-satisfaction which comes form knowing you are alive and that your lungs can expand and let the beauty of life and love in. That your body can dance in an ultimate heaven because you get once and THAT’S IT. An we better enjoy this or what? What is the option? There is none. Enjoy. Have the most hard core life possible. And don’t forget to breathe.

Kirsty Hunter Abused - 16 years, 1 month, 8 days ago

Hmmm but does anyone agree? lol
Kirsty Hunter Abused - 16 years, 3 months, 1 day ago

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Kirsty Hunter Abused - 16 years, 3 months, 11 days ago

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.
Kirsty Hunter Abused - 16 years, 5 months, 4 days ago

All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style

I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand
When I was upset
I wish you'd never forget
The look on my face when we first met

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit
That nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
Actually I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

Kirsty Hunter Abused - 16 years, 10 months, 4 days ago