A First I knever knew
Into the flames with you as I know you not all and wonder if I ever truly knew you
I had felt somthing die a while back but refused to admit that you had chosen a different path
I forgave you many times and this is the last
You are forgiven and free to walk your path I wish you the best and pray you find your way to success in all that you do.
I am not going to wonder why I am letting you go as though I never knew you and the thoughts that come about you I will just convince my self I imaganed it all.
I promise I was worth it. My heart you held in your hands you could have had it all; you will not know cuz I am just a dream snuffed out in your sleep never to be fully revealed or experienced.
I should have knowen, I think I did, but I was being GOOD for a change... I wish I could have made you feel my love, but i guess it was not ment to be. I set you free...
- I should feel joy, instead I am numb.
Friend is a word that tastes like day old dish water in my mouth. You said we needed to go from there and see what came of it. Ok, dispite my desire to get tangled feet in the sheets with you I hold off my desires, but let you know they are like hungar pains that won't go away! Friends I would be, just so we could give this relationship a chance.
Once we were pationate, the bed was a throne and I the kings Queen relished from head to toes and you in turn. We had such a Grace and intensity; fire and water will NEVER know. In all my life I wonder if I will ever have that again? I hope She is Great in bed or you won't be around very long. Tell her everything about you that you shared with me and live free.
I am angry and HURT, broken- worse than you found me. A Friend would not have blindsided me!! To think just not so long ago you touched me in places that were soley your and I found pleasure in your gifts to me . What was that ? Was I no more than your own real life blow up doll?
If you see me please just walk the other way as I do not want to inflict you with my wreched state of mind. I am nausus at the thought of you, of our passion and explorations. Wish I could stop having any emotion or memorie of you.
Sometimes Love lasts and sometimes It is a heart wrenching Hell! I gave you my BEST and you threw it in the mud and trampled it like I am just a dirty disposable paper plate. You Had my Love- I think I have said all I want to say.
Amos "Purring Pussycat" Content
- 13 years, 5 months, 16 days ago