already jacked everything else in. i dont see any point in anything anymore. fuck this. all of this. i cant go on anymore. sorry to the people i havent messaged. its just too much....divorce, relationship, family, work, friends, finances, i cant even get rid of a piece of shit ex soon to get divorced (courtesy of my small income) husband! i have no legal rights to kick him out and hes making me go through hell lazying about all day but causing me terror when i retirn after 11-13 hrs of work.
Kadd "kaddie" Ferocious - 11 years, 6 months, 14 days ago

Im not going down on my knees,
Begging you to adore me
Cant you see its misery
And torture for me
When Im misunderstood
Try as hard as you can, Ive tried as hard as I could
To make you see
How important it is for me

Here is a plea
From my heart to you
Nobody knows me
As well as you do
You know how hard it is for me
To shake the disease
That takes hold of my tongue
In situations like these

Understand me

Some people have to be
Permanently together
Lovers devoted to
Each other forever
Now Ive got things to do
And Ive said before that I know you have too
When Im not there
In spirit Ill be there

Here is a plea
From my heart to you
Nobody knows me
As well as you do
You know how hard it is for me
To shake the disease
That takes hold of my tongue
In situations like these

Understand me

Kadd "kaddie" Ferocious - 15 years, 4 months, 10 days ago

free advice
once youre past your twenties...thinking you can go out three nights in a row with only a couple of hours sleep and loads of alcohol, incl work the following days is not a good idea..no matter how lovely the company is!
Kadd "kaddie" Ferocious - 15 years, 5 months, 19 days ago

so ive just come back from a week with my beloved thom in switzerland and heres some impressions....i was in awe when my sunburnt self went from being all sweaty in tirano, italy to being app. 2500 m above sealevel witnessing the majestic glaciers in the alps within 2 hours...
Kadd "kaddie" Ferocious - 15 years, 6 months, 5 days ago

NEEDED
NEW
OWNER
PLEASE

edit:
i am happy now...:o)...no new owner needed!
:O(

Kadd "kaddie" Ferocious - 15 years, 8 months, 11 days ago