I bought my holiday tree, and if you leave me a present I will leave you one too!

But that's not all this tale is about. My fifth semester of college is coming to a close, and I can't help but think back on everything that has happened in the past two and a half years. I am so far away from the person I was back then, and I didn't even realize it was happening. I remember when theatre, IB and my friends were the be all and end all of my life. Then I remember when a relationship took that place. And now? Now I don't have a be all and end all. I'm drifting, slowly trying to find a niche, trying to find something to grab onto a give me the direction I need to do the next something.

It's crazy, exhilerating, frightening and wonderful.

I've no fucking clue where this is going. All I know is that I want my next something to be good and fantastically life-changing. Or maybe just good, I would be really happy with good.

Ellie Foster "SuperEl" Playful - 14 years, 11 months, 23 days ago

For everyone who needs a little love today <3
Ellie Foster "SuperEl" Playful - 15 years, 6 days ago

Well, you walked into the room just like the sun.
And woke the caveman from his endless slumber.
And with the quickness of your arm,
you pulled out a paint brush,
and you painted the sky back to blue.
And now I’m standing on top of dirty clothes.
There’s a tornado spinning in the corner.
And electricity flows from your hands into my bones
and my flesh turns pink with its warmth.

Oh pretty love,
don’t worry.
With me you don’t need a place to hide,
so just sit real still,
and the light will flood in over the hills.

And now I’m walking around outside.
In the springtime every thing is sprouting green.
And I watched this fight occur,
but only thought about lovers.
Oh it’s strange how this world becomes pure.

And you were standing on top of tip toes.
In the kitchen as the water starts to boil.
And as we removed each others clothes,
I thought I would sing some notes.
So that maybe you would slow dance with me.

Oh pretty love,
don’t worry.
With me you don’t need a place to hide.
So just sit real still,
and the light will flood in over the windowsill.
Oh yeah just sit real still.
And you and me will bloom,
oh you and me will bloom,
oh you and me will bloom
on the windowsill.

Tilly and the Wall - Love Song



GO FALL IN LOVE TODAY!
Ellie Foster "SuperEl" Playful - 15 years, 10 days ago

Everyone would think that what he was hearing now was just what he'd longed for all this time: to come together and be fused with the one he loved and become one instead of two. The reason is that this is our original nature state and we used to be whole creatures: love is the name for the desire and pursuit of wholeness.

-Plato, "The Symposium"
Ellie Foster "SuperEl" Playful - 15 years, 12 days ago