Something I wanted to share, but was so confused
Didn't want to lose and remain with loose ends
Because she was silent, only silent I think.
I kept something for her, but how would I tell ?
Scrampled thoughts were so deep in my heart,
But she was still silent - Nothing I could do.
Things, so many of them, came across my mind,
But I was lost between the lines for something to say.
We'd carried so much, something tasted sweet and bitter.
I was so confused. In silence, she's listening - careless I guess.
No, wait !! I still could do it and confess,
But still reflecting, for my mouth was too heavy to talk,
And so I was silent - just like she was, but confusing me.
Remembered the gloomy past and how fast was a year.
In a glance, I saw my journey from cradle to that moment.
Evil was the heart to let my words slip away in that day,
Because darkness imprisoned them, and I had to struggle.
In my silence, confused for nothing paid to set free my emotions.
And she was still waiting in silence - things weren't fine to me.
I tried again but seemed wouldn't ever have the chance,
As I spoiled the moment's joy and couldn't return to the beginning.
Remembered how tough things were when she was away,
Hoped that I make her shine with a smile and rosy cheeks,
Within the hard time I had, she was patiently waiting - I felt that.
I messed up, how would I find something to say ?
Encouraged myself, I might see the light again,
But didn't feel fine for she's all in silence listening,
After all the boring things I did, but still she was patient.
Unintentionally, put my past aside and few words escaped my mouth,
Looked at her, she was smiling, and I smiled back.
She finally spoke and said she loved me back.
Unknown "my sun shine" Loving - 16 years, 3 months, 3 days ago