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Lazy
"*Knighteous**"
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Matthew Walker, 43/Male
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Last login: | over 3 weeks ago |
Local time: | 1:38 PM |
Join date: | 17 years, 12 days ago |
Location: | Sayre, PA United States
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"AIM/Yahoo - bane10x" |
About me:
A view of mine: Marriage is an act that is meaningless and shallow. If you truly love another human being, you won't need to be married, because you will know in your heart that the love you both share means more than anything. True love does not take a ring and a contract to realize that.- MWP I am not into drugs, nor am I obsessed with any one thing or person. I dislike any famous figure, as I see myself and just about anyone else as being equal or better than them, with the exception of the extraordinaries that have given great changes to our world. Although I could list my many flaws, I guess I will note my virtues of being true and highly intelligent instead, and let you figure out my weaknesses if you get to know me.
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About you:
First off, I am 5'7", so for all you shallow people out there that only talk to tall guys, screw you.
Also, I should note that I do not see "special" the same way everyone else does. What I have never understood about people is the inane concern for being first or best. Why must people contend for such a place? Why does there need to be someone who is better than all others? There are things people should compete for...my love will never be one of them.
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Looking for: | Friendship and dating |
Orientation: | Bi
| Herds (lead): | Matt's Point Stockade | Herds: | Intellectual Experimentalists, World of Warcraft Players, -=Gothic Lolita Lovers=-, in need of some points?, MB's thumbs, thumbs needed!!!!!!!!, Bi sexuals Of Human Pets!, ♪♫♪Music = Life♪♫♪ | |
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Matthew's tales
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Lately I have been debating on trying another biking trip...
Matthew Walker "*Knighteous**" Lazy
- 15 years, 5 months, 3 days ago
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So my former owner dropped me as a pet, and then blocked me....what the hell gives?
Matthew Walker "*Knighteous**" Lazy
- 15 years, 9 months, 28 days ago
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Is it sad that the only song I have ever managed to identify with is "Creep"?
Matthew Walker "*Knighteous**" Lazy
- 15 years, 11 months, 14 days ago
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I know I barely get on this anymore, but, as I am for sale, please, buy me! I sell for fairly cheap here!
Matthew Walker "*Knighteous**" Lazy
- 15 years, 11 months, 27 days ago
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Beauty is a character trait that truly bothers me. Why is this? Look at it's track record. It breeds violence, hate, misery, death. Yet in of itself, beauty is good. There is nothing but purity within the trait itself, it is people who corrupt it. So the idea, is both attraction and anathema to me. But it means everything to the rest of the world. Take Twilight, for example. I just recently saw this movie, and will likely read the books. The main theme in it is the romance between two characters, Bella & Edward. Yet the idea has a superficial draw. Edward is regarded as this beautiful vampire, a trait that all vampires share in this particular fiction. This is the draw for too many people (mainly girls) to it. Because for most of society, the emphasis of having this amazing lover that is as hot as he is devoted is great. I watched this movie and listened afterwards to the girls I was with wax on about how gorgeous the main character was (as was needed for the film). I brood endlessly about this particular theme because it surrounds me, eclipses me. No matter where I turn, I can't escape it, no matter how badly I want to. Even within my own heart, it stirs its malcontent and forces me to fight myself. Although I abandoned hatred for anyone years ago, I have a seething malevolence boiling for most beauty that is a black stain upon my personality. Which leads me to an important note on why I am spilling all of this out. For this matter, I have an incredible aberrance girls that are hot, sexy, whatever the society term for them might be at the time. I realize there are always exceptions to rules, but almost every girl I have ever met that is beautiful follows the same path in the end (and there are oh so many from my history). They are corrupt, or dumb, or conceit owns them, or at the very least, they waltz in my life expecting me to bow down like most men do, and in the end, are just as easily distracted by the next male that comes around. Admittedly, it isn't fair for me to saying this, but in a way, isn't it? We all live by the personal experiences that shape us, I am no exception. The only girls that ever remain anything loyal to me or care for me are the ones whose inner beauty overshadows their physical being. The rules of attraction remain though, no matter how many times I want it to go away. I am bound by the price of flesh just as much as anyone else, and this war is tiresome. For this reason, frequently, I just do not care to be around the company of people. This game is destructive, and I would rather smash the pieces, the board, and the rules can be damned to hell.
Matthew Walker "*Knighteous**" Lazy
- 16 years, 1 month, 3 days ago
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Request Line
I will sell what is in demand, and take requests on items that I think I can fulfill.
Most recent customers:
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