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Please Don't buy my pets, I'm unable to get on here enough to buy them back

I'm just real, honest, direct and blunt. sometimes I come on a little too strong, but what can I say? That's just how I express myself.. apparently how I express myself is considered "RUDE" because it hurts peoples feeling.. but my intentions behind what I say are always good. How can someone consider good intentions RUDE? Im just being honest.

Life, LOVE, Hate, Fear, Commitment, Honesty are a few things I believe in. What about religion? I believe in God, in Humanity, but I do not believe in Religion. I don't care to allow rules or a book to tell me how I should live my life. Really.. When I'm minutes away from dying, what is it in that moment that's going to make me feel secure but knowing I lived a good life.

I find myself often pushing away those who I get close to.. probably because the closer I grow to them, the more sensitive I become to every action of theirs.. and when they disappoint me, it hurts more then intended.. but me being the person I am, I don't accept hurt so I develop hatred.. resentment.. I become so ****ing filled with resentment I DON'T KNOW how to forgive.. AND the fact that I'm just a ****ing amazing friend, I really don't demand more out of people than what I give.

I'd do almost anything for anyone, and don't really expect anything in return. But If I need something, a favor, some day it would be nice if I was granted the same respect. I always do what I can for people but get sh*t on in return.

I want to be successful in life, hell who doesn't. I don't want to be Rich, I just want to live comfortably, and to support those that count on me.

I want to fall in love. I want a girl to hold when she is feeling sad, or just wants a hug, a kiss on the cheek, look in her eyes and see the love. A girl I can say I love you to, and with out a moment of pause hear it in return. I want not only love, but true love.

"Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion and the romance… and you find out you still care for that person."

I attended college for a degree in Computer Networking Systems.

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What I Find Attractive In a Girl

Feature	Explanation
Acumen	"a clever wit and a sharp mind"
Pale Skin	How pale/not pale a girl is has very little actual bearing on whether or not I will find her attractive.
Petiteness	This does not mean I only find petite girls attractive, it just means it's my preference.
Short	I like short girls the best, just another one of those preferences of mine.
Small Chest	I prefer A-B cup size breasts, but that doesnt mean I dont like larger sizes, unless of course they get outrageously large. This is not a feature I pay close attention too
Style	This is how a person presents themselves to others, and the general attitude they carry, combined with how they handle certain situations, and most especially, having a unique look that works.
Intelligence	I prefer girls who can talk to me about things that interest me because they also interest her. Everyone is smart in different ways, about different things.
Computer Interest/Knowledge	Finding a girl who is knowledgable about computers is a HUGE turn on for me.
Geeks/Dorks	Self explanitory, right?
Glasses	It sure helps!
Dark Hair	Self explanitory
a little A.D.D.	Wait.. what was i gonna put for this? oooh!! the Ice Cream Man is here!!!
Sarcasm	Yes, I'm attracted to bitchy sarcasm.... The girls who are often called bitch because of their attitude.
Silliness	Why? Well cuz I can be pretty damn silly.
Biting and Scratching	Self explanitory
Ticklish	Yup, especially if she hates to be tickled.
Looks catches the eyes, but personality wins over the heart . I also know that I am not going to "fall in love" with someone just by talking to them ...... because people are different in person... HOWEVER.... I AM the type of person who if you want to meet me in person, I'll be up for it ASAP assuming you match many of the things I look for in a girl. Over time and many relationships, I have learned some other things. Most importantly, I've learned that anyone can show you their "best side" for about 3 months of daily physical contact.... after that... usually the "real" person comes out.... so try not to fall in love with anyone too quickly as that can often lead to heartbreak.