Puu~
I read his messages every day, and wait till the day I can see him again.
I miss him, I worry about him, but know one gets it.
They think he's sick, they think I'm selfish.
I might be selfish, He might be sick, But he is still as angel to me.
He looks tainted, maybe he's slightly tainted, but He feels pure to me.
He is pure to me. I'm still waiting for him. Over and over I'm waiting.
Unknown "Aki Chan" Loving - 16 years, 4 months, 22 days ago

I love him I love him not.
Is he lying, playing with my emotions yet again?
Why are you using me again?
I'll wait for you.
Unknown "Aki Chan" Loving - 16 years, 4 months, 27 days ago

I dream of the future.
I close my eyes and in hand in hand i face all the chalenges we may face.
I forget my past, forget my sorrow and only know you.
A future, a place, a day that we will be free to speak out.
Scarlet wings and ravens to join at once in the solitary game.
alone we combined to face our fears, to save all that is left of us.
I dont care if i never awake again as long as i know ive sucseeded in pleasing you.
Unknown "Aki Chan" Loving - 16 years, 6 months, 1 day ago

why did you leave me all alone in this world?
Im sorri for fogetting you big brother
why did you let me fall into the pit of this hell?
i know you had to leave but why know?
couldnt you have stayed a little longer?
wait for me!! ill wait for you!!
i wanted to have you a little longer
wait for me!! ill wait for you!!
i miss you tristan
you were like my big brother
and i really did love you
and i wish you didnt die
because you were worth so much more
and you promised to protect me
and be there for me
you broke your promise

Unknown "Aki Chan" Loving - 16 years, 7 months, 7 days ago

stop sewing the cut better with the knife.
your not saving me but killing me more.
do you want me? do you need me?
why are you destroying what youv worked so hard for?
why are you giving up?

maybe i dont love you anymore.
maybe i need master.
maybe i need death.
maybe i need mystcks wings more then ever.
set me free.
Unknown "Aki Chan" Loving - 16 years, 7 months, 14 days ago