Soooo
if anyone's interested in some RPing in their spare time....
you should check this link out:

http://xgenemutation.proboards.com/index.cgi?actiondisable=newestthreads

We need more people!!!
:)
The Harlequin Doll " Euphoric Muse" Bold - 13 years, 1 month, 11 days ago

Update:

The baby is to be a little king!
that's right, a darling little boy...
who, I hope, looks just like his handsome father.
^_^
The Harlequin Doll " Euphoric Muse" Bold - 13 years, 3 months, 17 days ago

I just wanted to let my family in Sirian's mansion, as well as friends outside of it, know some very very big news...

We are expecting another little addition to the family.
The Harlequin Doll " Euphoric Muse" Bold - 13 years, 6 months, 6 days ago

Standing, both hands on the camera, with two team members in the lens's view...no one else in the dark, dark room with us. We're in the maximum security section of an old jail...the first two cells on my right are classic bars...the next four are solitary confinement. The third cell, the first solitary, made me feel negative...I sensed a bad energy....the next, I felt incredibly sad. and in the last one, I felt as if something were still inhabiting it....catching a glimpse of a leg running into the cell every now and then.

I am holding the camera, pointed down the hall with the cells....my two teammates in front of me, no one behind me...or so I thought. As the male teammate decided to instigate the spirits...using foul language, taunting them, teasing them, yelling out to them...challenging them....I start to feel pain in my lower back. It must have been from standing in a certain position, I thought, so I adjust my position several times.
The pain only got worse.
It had shot up to my upper back now, covering both shoulder blades...throbbing pain....then, a sharp thrust in the middle of the blades, through to my heart. The worst pain in my chest I've ever felt. I couldnt' breathe. I managed to utter a question to my teammates if they were hurting at all....they both replied "no"...I had to get out of there, I had to get downstairs...this pain was only getting worse. I hand them the camera, and they follow me down, making sure I am alright. As soon as I reached the bottom of the stairs, all pain had ceased.....

This was one, of many, happenings at my first paranormal investigation at an old prison. I was caressed, touched, and pushed by something that could not be seen....my pant leg was tugged, and my hair was played with...

when being shown the booking area, I immediately wrote on a pad of paper what I felt....the words I wrote were: sadness, death...cop killed?......little did I know that a cop had been dragged and left for dead in the very spot that I wrote those words in...

I have been invited back to investigations, as they think my "empathic" abilities will help them make contact...

I'm just not sure what to make of all of this....
The Harlequin Doll " Euphoric Muse" Bold - 13 years, 8 months, 9 days ago

Now I see the potential ability
to drive one's self into insanity.
To contemplate the validity,
of a heinous act of morbidity.
Carve the bodies into significance,
Consume the flesh with maleficence.
Satsifaction with necrotic violation,
Displaying no intent of cessation.
Slipping slowly into a short trip,
Falling quickly once you've hit.
Maniacally laughing as you see crimson,
Trapped within your mind's own prison.

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And no,
I'm.not.okay.
The Harlequin Doll " Euphoric Muse" Bold - 13 years, 9 months, 10 days ago