Just a little something I wrote...

Sounds

Sounds can make you forget the world around you. Even just for a moment, you hear something and everything around you just disappears. Your crap life, your issues, your hurt, your misery, your stress… Gone… but just for a moment. Or sometimes it’s a warning of worse things to come and you wait, not knowing when it’s going to hit you.
Sounds…
You hear a crow squawking at you outside your bedroom window on a Saturday morning and you know the “storm clouds” are gathering. You know something terrible is about to happen. The sound runs up and down your spine. A week later you have to deal with the biggest hurt of your entire life…
Sounds…
Every Saturday morning, without fail, you hear your front garden gate click open. You know for the next couple of hours you’re going to have the best company in the world, enjoy some hot coffee and a menthol cigarette or two. Then your whole world comes tumbling down. The next Saturday you sit and wait to hear the click of that gate. You know you’re never going to hear it again, but still you wait and hope… in complete and utter disbelief and denial…
Sounds…
A door slamming, household items flying through the air and hitting a wall. Glass breaking. Footsteps. Fear, a feeling of complete hopelessness and then anger. Screaming and shouting. Physical violence. How much more of this abuse will you tolerate? You will tolerate it only until you realize there’s more to life, there are things to enjoy, savour and experience…
Sounds…
The sound of the ocean’s waves rushing to shore. Again and again. How calming it is. You sit with your feet buried in the sand, watching and listening. Everything becomes clear and you know what you must do…
Sounds…
A judge’s gavel coming down on her bench in the divorce court. The sound of freedom. You are free to do as you choose. Go your own way and experience your life! Misery no more…
Sounds…
The message tone on your mobile phone. Elation! You’ve been waiting to hear that sound all day. A special message, just for you, and you feel as if it’s okay to carry on with your day. Someone is thinking of you and that seems to make everything more bearable…
Sounds…
The “bleep-bleep” sound of a car alarm being activated just outside your front door. Instant bliss! A knot in your stomach, caused by pure excitement. You’ve waited a couple of days to hear that sound. It was worth the wait, every second of it! Because you know for the next few precious hours you will be surrounded by love, adored… And the whole damn miserable world can go to hell, because all that matters is right there in your arms…
Sounds…
Unknown "Mourgaine" Adored - 16 years, 4 months, 17 days ago

People Hate Me by Murderdolls

I'm wretched, I'm infested, rejected and infected
I'm a loser, I'm a winner, a born-again sinner
Cut my throat and watch me bleed, addicted tragedy
And I hate you and you hate me
So stand in line motherfuckers don't waste my time

[pre-chorus]
See me in the headlines
Manipulate your simple minds
So put your hands up and praise
I'm your god and you're my slave

[chorus]
And people hate me, cause I'm better than you
And people hate me
And that's the motherfucking truth
People hate me and you can all fuck off
I'm perfect, pissed off, beautiful, I'm God

I'm a hooker, I'm your priest
I'm you brand new disease
I'm Satan with distortion, your overdue abortion
And now I'm singing out of key, the God of your T.V.
And all you children will worship me
So give me drugs, your bitches, and your S.T.D's

[pre-chorus/chorus]

I'm wicked and addicted, middle-finger double-fisted
I'm neurotic drug-induced and chemically abused
Cut my throat and watch me bleed
Addicted tragedy
And I hate you and you hate me
Wipe the snot onto my sleeve
For I'm your new disease

See me in the headlines
Manipulate your simple minds
So put your hands up and praise, I'm your God...

I'm homicide on parade, a bloody nose, serenade
I'm a human hand grenade
I'll never rot and never go away

[chorus]

Unknown "Mourgaine" Adored - 16 years, 5 months, 27 days ago

Found this on the net a long time ago... sorry, but I can't remember who the author was...

I awake in a bed of black and red rose petals.
The room is glowing by candlelight.
The smell of incense burning throughout.
I see your shadow.
You stand before me.
You are so beautiful.
Though I am clothed I feel naked in your presence.
You move onto me and I feel your cold lips touch mine.
All I want is for you to hold me.
You lay beside me.
I am in your arms and that's all that matters.
You serenade me softly.
I would give anything to freeze this moment in time.
Let me stay here beside you forever...

Unknown "Mourgaine" Adored - 16 years, 8 months, 1 day ago