I guess it's pretty obvious I have made myself a little niche of sorts here on human pets. It's pretty fun to write a little every once in a while to try to explain your state of things. Well, my state of things are going pretty swimmingly, as of late. I am really really happy, and it turns out...everything is hunky dory. It's pretty weird to be able to fall again... so hard and so suddenly. And he becomes your whole world. It's new and it's scary, but it's the best kind of real. ... and it's turned me into a nice girl once more... :D like one of those fairy tale chicks who need her prince to be her truest form... *sigh* and I've become the girl who spends her free time daydreaming of him, the girl that texts/calls a bit too much and worries that she's becoming annoying, that girl who would always rather be with him... she who is a pushover for loooove. And I've spent such a long time building those walls, too! It's strange, tho, that when the right guy comes along he doesn't just sorta cut a pathway through those walls but rather, "BLASTS" that shit away. And I'm me again. The truest most pure me I can be. Enriched by happiness, and seasoned with emotions. Always smiling.
Unknown "Baybee" Cheeky - 16 years, 4 months, 8 days ago

everyday we learn something about people and about ourselves. i wish everything is perfect, we all secretly want the fairy tales to come true. but real life is oh-so-much more interesting, in a way that is like seasoning. Sometimes things are sour, or sweet, or sometimes there's just too much salt. but it just makes us appreciate it when things are right. perfection does not last a lifetime. perfection comes in little moments... little bubbles in time, and when we open our eyes and let that perfection in... it's moments like those that lift your spirit and makes you realize how much life has in store... planned out just for you. even the simple act of a smile can make someone's day so much better. it's those little unplanned bursts of happiness that we, as people can and should give freely, because it will lead to a world of happier people. and happiness and perfection bubbles go hand in hand, baby... :D
Unknown "Baybee" Cheeky - 16 years, 4 months, 22 days ago

forgiveness is a beautiful thing... it really is. i thought i knew what love was and i was deceived, now i really know what it is and it's loving someone enough to forgive... and to quote juno (go see it!) no matter how pretty or ugly, fat or skinny, rich or poor, to think the sun shines outta that someone's ass...

awww.... so romantic.
Unknown "Baybee" Cheeky - 16 years, 4 months, 25 days ago

i feel like i'm succeeding with this bronchitis. now, when i cough i am able to loosen up the phlegm that was avoiding me a week ago. the end is foreseeable. i am going to kick this cold's ass. :) superbowl party today. i don't know nothing bout no football but i still insist on partaking. might post some pics if i remember to bring the camera. drinks, food, and good friends? i can never turn that down... only thing that sucks is this damn weather... why is it still raining?? ugh... the earth is cleaning up.
Unknown "Baybee" Cheeky - 16 years, 4 months, 27 days ago

got my booty to the gym and for two days consecutively~~yayy!!! i came to the conclusion that i should not allow myself to fb too much... esp hp... it just sucks the lifeblood of my time... so... since i've been working out (all two days) i feel like i've been eating more. my appetite seems to've gone up since i'm burning lots more calories... so that's a good thing! here's to hoping i keep it up, (this time). ugh. commitment. SUCH a drag.
Unknown "Baybee" Cheeky - 16 years, 4 months, 29 days ago