Stagnation

To those who subsequently saved my life

Drowning in a stagnant pool
Of my own filth; I'm such a fool
Like wolves and rabbits in a duel
To hope I could be free.

I can only barely breathe
My thoughts spin round me like a wreath
And darkness has begun to seethe
I've lost my drive to be.

I used to howl in honest pain
And, battered by the driving rain,
I'd beg of Nature to explain
But that was not for me.

I'm suffocated by a heat
That Satan's flames could scarcely meet
Of guilt and loss, an unfair cheat;
I'm now too blind to see.

I cry for water, light, a star
I'm trapped inside this damned bell jar
And none can see but from afar
The tortured soul that's me.
Unknown "Matrona" Tired - 16 years, 9 months, 15 days ago

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Unknown "Matrona" Tired - 16 years, 9 months, 17 days ago

Torpor

As I lay in dreamless sleep
Beneath a clear and artless sky
The demon Apathy did creep
Too close, and breathe a hungry sigh
He bared his claws and burrowed deep
Into my soul; I could not cry

I wakened to a stale day
The tepid air beheld no thrill
The sky was colourless and grey
My mind felt overused and ill
I felt my faith dissolve away
My body was devoid of will

I come to you on bended knee
I come because I cannot care
Just wrench this demon out of me
This numbness is too cold to bear
I'm drowning in a codeine sea
I'm breathing anesthetic air
Unknown "Matrona" Tired - 16 years, 10 months ago

A Bedtime Story


Nighttime drifted through my hands
Spilled at my feet like coloured sands
Entwined with silver moonlit strands
It stained my fingers red.

I threw a fistful high above
It landed on a morning dove
Who withered like a fool in love
And fell upon me, dead.

My nighttime fragments fluttered down
Rustling sweet nighttime sound
Where evil, lust and dread are found
And innocence has fled
Unknown "Matrona" Tired - 16 years, 10 months, 2 days ago

Resurrect
I will raise my eyes unto the sun
And gaze within a fragile blue
Water and fire will then be one
Where light within can burn anew

The desert heat burns mist away
A revelation to the sky
Let shadowed prayer bring on the day
An echo soft, a hollow cry

A brittle shell confines my soul
And beauty will not free my mind
But in the moment morning stole
I'll leave my body far behind.

A lifetime trapped within a land
Imprisoned where my soul grows lame
And now set free in heat and sand
Eternity has called my name.
Unknown "Matrona" Tired - 16 years, 10 months, 6 days ago