Stagnation
To those who subsequently saved my life
Drowning in a stagnant pool
Of my own filth; I'm such a fool
Like wolves and rabbits in a duel
To hope I could be free.
I can only barely breathe
My thoughts spin round me like a wreath
And darkness has begun to seethe
I've lost my drive to be.
I used to howl in honest pain
And, battered by the driving rain,
I'd beg of Nature to explain
But that was not for me.
I'm suffocated by a heat
That Satan's flames could scarcely meet
Of guilt and loss, an unfair cheat;
I'm now too blind to see.
I cry for water, light, a star
I'm trapped inside this damned bell jar
And none can see but from afar
The tortured soul that's me.
Unknown "Matrona" Tired
- 16 years, 10 months, 15 days ago