I've always been trying to find a sence of belonging. I guess that's one of the reason why I like it here... no, I love it here. I want to be there for this person, no matter what comes what goes...I want to always be there for this person and tell him, I've trusted you from when we first met, you first owned me.
I think being a pet is sometimes very lucky, you'd be loved, you'd be spoiled, I'm not saying we can't get any of these in real life. It's just...let me just say it this way, in real life, you want it to be real.
But here, it doesn't matter. At this moment I may talk sweet and flirt with this person, next moment, I may be somewhere else begging for attention...
Attention, yeah, that's what we all want here, attention, fondness, admiration, or simply someone to talk to. These are what we want here, aren't they? Or should I say these are what we don't have, what we really need... I don't know.
Not in a good mood, someone lectured me about being addicted to using this human pet, or games, activities of the kind too much now. He thought I became a bit pathetic now. Heheh, too bad you didn't know, I'd always been pathetic~ oh whatever!! =(
Unknown "yesterday" Loyal - 16 years, 11 months, 18 days ago

It snowed here in Shanghai last night. The four of us couldn't pick a better day and went out. He put my hand into his pocket, his hands were cold, but he kept smiling to me. My hair got wet, my eyes got wet. He left this morning.
Unknown "yesterday" Loyal - 16 years, 11 months, 18 days ago

you can't have both, you just can't!!
Unknown "yesterday" Loyal - 16 years, 11 months, 19 days ago

i didn't want to lose a friend. he's so sweet and gentle, and smart, and i want him as a friend for always...why did i do that?! damn it!!!
Unknown "yesterday" Loyal - 16 years, 11 months, 19 days ago

met a guy today, he's been practising Chinese kungfu since he's little, i used to practise kungfu when in primary and middle school, miss those days!! and he's got amazing tattoos!!! i-- want-- one---!! i thought about getting one long ago, i thought of getting a chinese character, "川", his name, that bastard... so now i dont want that no more~ I'm thinking about getting a kitty or my chinese sign rabbit~ he said he's gonna think of things that suit me, i'm looking forward to it~~~
Unknown "yesterday" Loyal - 16 years, 11 months, 21 days ago