We have touched for the last time
You are long gone, in love with someone else
I now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore.
The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness
I hate myself for loving you
The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease
No-one can see the emptiness in my eyes.
To escape life itself now seems the only solution
With relief i look foward of letting go of the pain
Finally... there is peace in my soul
To lie dead without a concern , without a tear,
You own my heart
And life without you is so imensly painful
Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down
my face
I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face,
your wonderful body and your good heart:
You are everything , I am nothing
I want to die
But really... I am already dead.
Unknown Crazy - 16 years, 5 months, 18 days ago

Tayyip Lostta ...

- selamun aleykum
- oo aleykum selam sayidcigim.
- duydun mu? mr eko ölmüs!
- hmm eee tasvip etmiyorum, fevkalade yanlis buluyorum...
- öldürülmüs demedim, ölmüs dedim!
- hmm eee o zaman allahtan rahmet, ailesine bassagligi...
- telsizle baglanti kuralim dileriz.
- benjamine sattiydim ben telsizi.
- ne yaptin ne??! kaldik adada o zaman!
- ne adasi?!
- neyse en azindan minibüsümüz var.
- onu da sattim benjamine.
- allah belani vermesin senin!
- amin!
- adadan nasil kurtulucaz simdi?
- ne adasi?!
- iskeleye gemi yanasmasini mi bekliycez?
- ben iskeleyi de benjamine...
- oldu olacak adayi da satsaydin bari!!!
- ...
- sattin di mi? adayi da sattin di mi??!
- deminden beri ne adasi diyorum zaten ada mada yok ortada.
- yahu ada senin babanin mali degil ki nasil satarsin?
- benjamin söz verdi bizi denizaltiyla kurtaracak ondan sattim.
- sen de inandin?
- evet, ben adamin gözünden anlarim dogruyu söyledigini.
- benjaminin gözlerinden?
- evet.
- abi ben sana baska bir sey demiyorum, hadi eyvallah!.
- peki sayidcigim hadi allaha emanet ol.

(eksi...)
Unknown Crazy - 16 years, 5 months, 18 days ago