"Silly boys should learn I'm no fun to play with."
About me:
So, you wanna know about me? Alright, here it goes.
I have a tendency to forget my age, and occasionally how to spell my name. I think I act older than I am, but then again that's just my opinion, you can be the judge of that. I'm selfish and moody, jealous and needy. Get over it. I like punctuation, even if it's not in the correct place. I have weird habits and even weirder thoughts. I may say that I don't like being around people all the time, but really, I crave communication and physical interaction. Music affects my life. Saying that it is my life would be a lie, and it's not very nice to lie to someone you don't even know, right? Some days I feel like if I listened to another song, my ears will bleed and others I can't listen to music enough. I give my love freely, but my heart only belongs to one. It's not hard to get me to open up, but I've found I'm more open with strangers than I am with people who have known me for years. Words hurt me more than anything, so speak kindly.
Those are just a few basics, to really know me you would have to spend days, weeks, or months talking to me. My personality changes frequently, so to get the full effect of me, you'd have to know me forever.
About you:
People who find me intriguing, and actually uses that word to describe me.
I love you. Lauren Miller"LittleGirl"Ferocious
- 15 years, 4 months, 18 days ago
So, I feel betrayed by someone and they don't even realize. In fact, they think what they're doing to me is perfectly acceptable. I have to make a fucking appointment to see someone who claims to be my best friend. What kind of shit is that? If you miss someone, don't you think they'd try to MAKE time to see you? I'm in need of a solution, and it's apparent but I can't ever bring myself to fix the problem. Fuck. Lauren Miller"LittleGirl"Ferocious
- 15 years, 7 months, 13 days ago
So, instead of going to Georgia for evacuation, we're going to Jonesville, La. I have no clue where it is or what's nearby. I've got all my stuff packed up or placed up high. I'm scared out of my mind. This is my first time having to evacuate. I know it's really materialistic to say "If I lose all my stuff, I'll be devastated" but it's not the stuff really, it's the memories attached to it. I have things that were given to me that can't be replaced. I feel like my world is crashing and nothing has even begun to happen. Lauren Miller"LittleGirl"Ferocious
- 15 years, 8 months, 12 days ago
Mmkay.
I am currently...
eating: the best Cajun dish everr. drinking: water, like usual. listening to: the washing machine, my computer humming, the a/c, my breathing, typing, and the occasional whimper from my dog in her sleep. thinking about: taking a shower, how much I hate outside sometimes, and how my heart seems to skip a beat every time I think about South Africa. wanting: to see/talk/be with the long list of people I'm missing in my life at the moment, a swimming pool, a lap top, a hug, and maybe some ice cream. reading: I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou and past journal entries that I've written. watching: myself grow as a person, my dog sleep, and these words being typed across my screen.
I'm done. This is my update. I miss lots of people, so I'm mopey. End of story. Lauren Miller"LittleGirl"Ferocious
- 15 years, 9 months, 29 days ago
I'm leaving now...I really don't want to go. But I'm all packed and everyone is waiting.
I'll miss you guys. Bye.
<3 Lauren Miller"LittleGirl"Ferocious
- 15 years, 10 months, 9 days ago
Emma
"Babygirl"Cheeky
- 13 years, 8 months, 6 days ago
I know you're not on here anymore baby girl, but I thought I'd adopt you anyways, so I can still see your lovely face day to day when we don't get to talk much.
Emma
"Babygirl"Cheeky
- 13 years, 10 months, 5 days ago
Hi, I know you won't see this. But I can't talk to you on facebook. Since you deleted me, I'd feel out of place messaging just to say hi. I miss you. I'm sorry we don't talk anymore. You're a great person and I regret not maintaining our friendship. I hope you're having a good time doing whatever you're doing. I love you. Not that kind of love; you know what I mean. If you do ever happen to sign back into here and see this, drop me a line.
Katie
"Lord Novocaine"Wild
- 14 years, 9 months, 3 days ago
