A Man
I want a man that will allow me to sleep on his chest at night, so I can hear his heartbeat that will help me fall asleep. I want to wake up in the morning to his face next to mine. I want to walk in the room and smell his cologne and have him come home after a long day at work and smell even better than before. I want to go to sleep at night and not worry about being safe all alone in the house. I want someone to protect me and help me feel secure. I want to be the only thing that a man adores. I want a man that will kiss me on my forehead while I am asleep and will cuddle with me at night. I want a man to kiss away my tear when I cry and will confort me when I am not feeling well. I want a man to be there for me no matter what. I don't want a boy, I want a Man. ~Courtney Erickson
Unknown "Sweety Hunni" Sleepy - 16 years, 9 months, 11 days ago

Every time I turn around I feel your eyes upon me. I hear your voice inside my head telling me that you want me. I hope and dream of the future that we could possibly share. But the issue at hand is that you were never there. I dream of you at night. I dream of you at day. I want to feel your true heart's embrace. I wish you felt the same way that I did, but somehow I know in my heart that you never will. Is it hard to give something a chance? Why can't my dreams come true in all aspects of life and not just in one thing out of many? I want to be loved. I want to be adored. I want to be the only thing that one man in this life can never hope for anything more. ~Courtney Erickson
Unknown "Sweety Hunni" Sleepy - 16 years, 9 months, 11 days ago

I have realised that nothing can take away from who you are inside. Physical is nothing. Emotional is everything. You can do things in life that may take away from your physical looks, beauty, pride, but nothing can take away from how you feel inside. Each person is different - their views on life, love, everything. My name is Courtney Nicole Erickson, I am only me. Noone can change that. I will forever be just myself. No matter how much people may put me down, disrespect my views and opionions, or not support me in my choices, I will move on. I will not allow people to bring me down. I will succeed in whatever I choose to do in life. I will never take life for granted. I will try to live my life to the fullest and enjoy being alive. ~Courtney Erickson
Unknown "Sweety Hunni" Sleepy - 16 years, 9 months, 11 days ago

From dusk til dawn I hear your cries across the fields of open grass. Your echos of tearful melodies enchant my heart to help you be free. I cannot help, but I want to try, to release you from your heartfelt cries. Your song brings me to my knees and I weep with a sorrow that cant be beat. You have the power to bring people down with you instead of allowing them to lift you up. Living in a life of sorrow and pain, you deserve nothing but bitter shame. ~Courtney Erickson
Unknown "Sweety Hunni" Sleepy - 16 years, 9 months, 13 days ago

With open arms I welcome you, my long distance romance. I see you through the foggy skies, across the mountain tops that are so high. I feel you reach your arms out and touch me gently across my cheek, and tell me there is nothing to fear because you are finally here. ~Courtney Erickson
Unknown "Sweety Hunni" Sleepy - 16 years, 9 months, 13 days ago