Love Hurts

They slip between my fingers
Those tiny sour berries

Red juice slicks my fingers
I look closer; I realize

One should not cut cranberries
With a large knife
Unknown "Fidelis" Sparkling - 16 years, 8 months, 23 days ago

So, the boy turned out to be nothing, again. Why must they all be nothing? It doesn't even hurt anymore when a guy decides not to continue talking to me. I've gotten used to it. I hope there are guys out there who are more than nothing, and I hope I snag one in the end. Haha, my friend and I were talking about my immune system and how I always catch colds. She told me that in my personal ad (hypothetical one, I don't put out personal ads...) I should say that I'm looking for a man with a strong immune system. I'm also a math nerd, so I'm looking for:
man>0
immune system> mine

haha...
Unknown "Fidelis" Sparkling - 16 years, 9 months, 24 days ago

So, this week was much better than last. I think I might have met a guy that will treat me right and actually pay attention to me. He's called me already and we plan on hanging out within the week. ^_^
Unknown "Fidelis" Sparkling - 16 years, 10 months, 19 days ago

Deal with the guy friend... he thinks I am not putting effort into our friendship. He says I never call him, he always calls me. Kinda weird for me to be hearing that... I don't call people, like, ever. The only person I call is my bff(fffff), and normally it's only if I need to rant about something.

I don't have time to talk on the phone, I normally get home and do hw, practice violin, and go to swim, I don't come home until 9-9:30ish, then get back to hw. I'm actually taking a break from swim tonight, so I have a little time to post this. So, I don't see how it's being unfair for me to not call him. Oh well.

This week not treating me so well... a guy stood me up, another guy (mentioned above) ignores me, I'm sick, I have finals, and my car broke down yesterday. That is why my status is "neglected". I've been neglecting my own needs, and others have neglected me.
Unknown "Fidelis" Sparkling - 16 years, 11 months, 9 days ago

Went to a restaurant with my family today. A drunk man approached me and touched my face. Pretty disgusting. Right in front of my parents too...
Unknown "Fidelis" Sparkling - 16 years, 11 months, 26 days ago