ok...this is what happened. Monday the guy i love to death broke up with me and all my emotions just overwhelmed me and i overdoesed on 4 different kinds of pills. The same guy had his friend's mom call the cops even though they live in a different town. Well the cops showed up and started asking questions. They got the answer they wanted, handcuffed me and brought me to the emergency room. I got blood draw and two bags of fluid so my heart would slow down. After that the guy had the nerve to drive all the way up here and make me hope that he would be there for me after all the crap was done. Well around 12:30 in the morning i left the emgerency room and was drove over to a behavioral treatment place in a hospital across town. I was in there until friday and now i have a new med that is a happy pill that makes me laugh alot and dulls down my negative emotions so bad things wont hurt as much. Then yesterday and today i asked the guy why he wouldnt go out with me and he had the nerve to lie at first and say he found someone else then say he didnt want to hurt me and then say that he just couldnt. I told him that me being with him agian was my hope that got me through all this and he basically said i had stupid hopes and that i was stupid for thinking that. So bascially i messed it up and if i wouldnt have done that then i still might have had a chance with him. SO now im left alone and wanting to cry.
Ms Wolfie "Lil sis <3" Loyal - 15 years, 7 months, 19 days ago

alright i just want everyone to know that i will be leaving almost every herd that i do not post in....if you want me to rejoin then tell me otherwise im getting fed up of trying to rp with people but i get left out so you know what screw it.....im staying in a few that i know i will be welcomed in....if you want me to join a herd then tell me in a message or post otherwise get over it cuz this pisses me off >:(
Ms Wolfie "Lil sis <3" Loyal - 15 years, 9 months, 4 days ago

Name: Hongvi Amar (One Who Is Very Strong Immortal-native american)
Gender: Female
Age: 19
Race: Lycan
Vocation: Doesnt have one
Hair: Long black straight
Eyes: Red
Height: 5' 8"
Weapons: She always has the staff when she is a human and she carries a couple daggers on her person along with a sword at her side
Clothing: Usually black leather that shows off her legs and her cleavage. Wears black leather boots that goes up to the middle of her calfs. A black coat that goes down to the ground and has a hood.
Personality: Quiet most of the time. She likes to make trouble and hates doing the right thing. She tries to keep from getting close to others
Abilities: She is amazing with close range fighting when she uses her daggers or sword. She is also a great fighter as her wolf. She can hear and smell things better than any other lycan as her wolf.
History: Has been wandering since she can remember. Never really has had anyone close to her. Has enough money to keep up her habit of traveling. She is a Native American and tanner than the picture, but she doesnt act like one.
Weaknesses: Easy to temper and doesnt think of her actions when she is really mad. She gets to caring and loving when she starts to like someone. She usually does anything in her power to keep them safe which could possible harm her.
Wolf's Fur: Black
Wolf's Eyes: Red
Ms Wolfie "Lil sis <3" Loyal - 15 years, 9 months, 4 days ago

Time

I want him,
I need him,
We hang when we can,
But that time runs out
And we must part.

I can't,
I won't,
Let him leave,
But I must let him
Slilp from my arms.

I cry,
I shake,
When we kiss a last time,
He turns
And walks away.

I wave,
I smile,
Just to make him happy,
Even with my tears
And sadness showing.

I hate,
I dislike,
Seeing him leave,
Watching those tail lights
And knowing I won't see him soon.

I run,
I fall,
Curling up in a ball,
Wanting to be left alone
And crying till I can see him again.

I look,
I smile,
When he texts right away,
Saying I miss you so much
And I wish I could come back.

I nod,
I text,
Knowing he will be back,
That he can't stay away long
And he wants me in his arms.
Ms Wolfie "Lil sis <3" Loyal - 16 years, 1 month, 21 days ago

this is some history about my character in Pacco di Lycan . Sam is a 21 year old lycan. her parents are Fang and Ash. she was kidnapped when she was 5 years old. fang didnt know that ash was pregnant and he left us. after i was kidnapped i was given as a gift to krae who is a lifelong friend. her and her oldest brother helped me to escape but there was a catch. my memory was erased so i didnt remember who they were. i got out and found a wolf family that took me in as their own. the mother went off hunting and never came back. the father went off to find his mate but just like her he never came back. us pups joined together and went out in search of them. we met up with some hunters on the way. only two lived besides me. the oldest was shot at my side while we were running to get away. i seen him died and the same guy shot my foot. that foot/paw still gives my problems. i found a hallowed out tree stump that i crawled into and fell asleep for 5 days. when i woke up i went in search of my real parents. i was a pup on a mission. after years i was finally 13 and found a nice pack of wolves to live in. lady kristen took me in and helped me out along with everyone else in that pack. in that pack the first person i met besides lady kristen was ash. at the time i had no idea she was my mom. she became my best friend and showed me how to hunt better and fight. i became really close to her. then fang came to the pack and he became another good friend. i found out they were my parents and was really excited. then i start to travel around the world and meet a gypsy named isabella. we traveled together for a year and became best friends before we parted our ways. i then met another lycan named izzy. we walked into a territory that belonged to the male greyjoy. then a lycan named shay came and start to live with us. shay turned a guy named claudio into a lycan so he couldnt tell the world about the lycan race. then greyjoy moved us to a manor afterwhich spike showed up. spike and sam got to know each other and got close. then isabella showed up out of nowhere. her and sam got caught up. isabella got to know claudio and liked him. togy showed up and got to know shay..they became a couple as so did isabelle and claudio, then sam and spike. esperanza, a girl sam and isabella met on their travels, showed up wounded. togy took her to the manor and helped her. schatz lives there too but is in the hospital and tried to choke sam, even though he didnt know it as he was hallucianating after a horrible motorcycle crash. spike just now proposed to sam in his car going 100 mph after jumping a broken bridge. sam said yes and now have to plan a wedding.

this is a description of both sam's human form and wolf form. in her wolf form she looks exaclty like the pic i have as my animal. her human form is kind of on the short side. she is only 5'8" but she is only 113 pounds. she is a skinny girl. she has bright blue eyes with brown hair that is medium length. she usually has it either in a high ponytail or down. she loves to wear short skirts or shorts and a low cut tight top (usually a tank top). she hates to wear shoes cuz she has lived her whole life without them and she isnt going to start wearin them now. her wolf form has long legs. her wolf is taller than normal wolfs, but it isnt built to be strong. it is built for speed.

her personality is stubborn....very very stubborn. she loves to do what she wants no matter what her friends or famliy say. she loves to be outside whenever she can and that includes sleeping outside under the stars. she is very nice but can be a pain in the ass if someone pisses her off. she can be quiet around new people. if she sees someone instersting to her then she will follow them in the shadows seeing what they are doing. she loves to hunt as a wolf...she will eat food like the humans but she would rather catch it herself and feel the life ease away from the body. she always loves the taste of blood in her mouth. she doesnt think before she acts unless she thinks it is necessary. she would much rather just get things done and not talk about it. the sooner she gets things done the sooner she can have fun.
Ms Wolfie "Lil sis <3" Loyal - 16 years, 4 months, 27 days ago