I'm in a weird mood
The sun has been setting on my checker board life shall I castle myself up and move on towards the future cautiously? Or Should I charge head first my sword swinging? Or should I throw up the white flag and leave it all behind on to the next checker board the next life the newest game. I sit on the blacked square being swallowed by the dark but yet right beside me there is an illumination but its your turn and I cannot get to that space till you move. Wheres the timer when you need it. We're like two kings forever circling but never close enough to touch. I build up my walls, my court of advisers in my head and they talk so loud that its hard to respond to what you just said so I run away, and you think I'm weird. You are my closest friend and greatest stranger my new affliction my new addiction. Your attention is what I want and what I fear. Feeling so utterly useless I wait in my little box of inviable walls for my knight to come and strike me down. For I fear falling for you, you see and its not easy for me to decide on a plan of escape. Deep down really deep down I know that I shouldn't run away but once in motion I tend to stay in motion. I'm hopeless, merely a shadow, a shade, with little points of truth shining through like that stars in the sky. I look up to the crying sky and feel the tears falling from the outside in and they soften me. Open my mouth to catch the tears but it only leaves me dehydrated and wanting more. Your so amazing in all you do and I look down to my horribly painted nails and smile knowing I am not the one. I am never the one and in a way I have come to accept this as comforting . If I am never the one then there is no room for romeo and juliet now is there? Breaking through to reality is so strange that it makes me rather dizzy and I have to back off for a bit just to regain my balance for a moment. Slip away to the dark again gain myself again and venture back out. one steps forward two steps back and every once in a while a leap forward only to be knocked back, not to pass go, not to receive 200 dollars but I avoided you again and your houses. There is much more to say yet this is all I will write.
Unknown "Piiku" Intrigued - 16 years, 11 months, 8 days ago

If wishes were wind a gust would find you and bring you to me.
If wishes were trees they would shield us from the coming storm.
If wishes were voices they would sing till the world heard their message.
If wishes were water they would cleanse the world with healing rain
If wishes were fire they would melt the cold hearted and spark passion through out all of mankind.
If wishes came to life I wouldn't be where I am now.


I wish to find you, whoever you are, where ever you are. Its cliche I know, but all I need all I want is love. Not just any love, I want that spark. I want to be head over heels lifted up spun around and completely dazzled from the first sight. I know your out there somewhere, my perfect one.


I wish for the world to be a better place. For greed and hatred to be abolished. For goodwill to spread like to many deadly diseases do. For hunger to be abolished. For the fighting to end. For the homeless to have a home and for every heart to meld as one for the good of all.


I wish for beauty inside and out for every single one of us. I wish for the perception of beauty to fade and the truth be revealed. I do not want to be viewed as beautiful for what you see on the outside but for the soul beneath the skin. I do not want you to judge me with your eyes. I wish for people to learn to judge with their hearts.


I wish for all the hopes of all the world to be fulfilled and for everyone to live their dreams. an everlasting sleep if you will, metaphorically of course. For the nightmares to fade and everyone to realize their worth.
Unknown "Piiku" Intrigued - 17 years, 10 days ago

Once upon a time once upon a time there was a young girl named Lilly. Lilly lived in a dead world. there was no color just a spectrum of grays. Lilly lived in one of the five community towers that spiraled towards the gray sky. The world was so very depressing. One day when Lilly was walking through the dead garden she spotted the most unusual sight. It was a single red rose blooming from the garden. Now lilly had never seen such color before and frankly she was more then intrigued by the beautiful object sitting among the weeds she bent down over it taking in its delightful smell. Just then she heard a voice behind her "no wait don't touch it" the voice called out. This startled he so much that she stood upright and whirled around with such a jolt that is made her fairly dizzy. "who..who are you" she exclaimed looking at the very strange man. For he was colored unlike anything Lilly had seem before. He wore a rather dingy top hat and the oddest assortment of clothing she had ever seen. He had what seemed to be a million pocket watched with all the chains hanging from the various sewn and stitched pockets the lined her dingy dark blue coat. He gave a slight bow "very sorry miss" he said tipping his hat "but you see that there rose is my only hope of leaving this dreary world" he arose with a rather charming and unexpected smile. "leaving this world" she said, that alone was enough for her. She fell to her knees "please please take me with you" she cried tears welling up in her eyes. The man smilled and held out his hand to help her up "well alright he said but if your to be my travelling companion you should know my name and mission" he smiled brightly "I am Thomas and I am a traveler of sorts I travel between worlds using these here magical roses, I am insearch of the the perfect world but unfortunantly have failed to find it yet perhaps with your help, though we may have a chance" he winked and walked over to pick the rose. He held it up and took her hand "now whistle to it" he said but Lilly had never whistled before she tried to follow his lead but nothing came out up air. Though with a little coaching she finally did it and as they both whistled to the rose it began to bloom and all at once the dead garden melted around them to reveal an entirely different world..........To be continued.
Unknown "Piiku" Intrigued - 17 years, 10 days ago

Alice snaps.
Looking Glass Looking glass
Take me away
To a land with no Logic
To a land of play
Looking glass Looking glass
For I wish I was there
I can taste the tea on my lips
and smell the spice in the air
Looking glass Looking glass
I have nothing left here
they are all gone
run away in fear
looking glass looking glass
please believe it wasn't me
No one will listen
Please take me away so I can be free
Looking glass looking glass
your my friend arn't you?


Unknown "Piiku" Intrigued - 17 years, 11 days ago

Dream #2
I walking a strange house that is made out of thin wooden planks it appears to go on forever top to bottom its very old and the few rooms it has are very asian like. I am followed by a very dark looking asian woman who does nothing but watch. I walk through a door to the outside and there is a vast ocean. on the shore there is a hang rope and a small rickety looking boat. The lady stands by the hang rope and suddenly a child appear hanging from it.
Unknown "Piiku" Intrigued - 17 years, 11 days ago