Sat here,
Right here,
Once in the snow
And thought about
That dismissive message of yours.

Sitting here again.
Thinking again.
Again.
A gain?
No.
A loss.
Still a loss.
Still at a loss
To understand.

Courtney "Le Chat Garden" Curious - 14 years, 8 months, 22 days ago

A sullen figure walks along a dusty road,His life was holy and he couldn't bear the load,He left his people and simple life behind,He raised his torso and looked into the sky,Shouting his questions, looking for directions,What do I do now? Now a confused schoolgirl stares at the t.v. tray,The stresses of maturing compound every day,She glances up to see her favorite video,And gets ideas from madonna's nasty clothes,In need of affection, she craves a direction,Her heroes offer her,Everyone's looking for something,And they assume somebody else knows what it is,No one can live without the decisions of their own,It seems so they look to someone else,To tell them what to do,Tell'em what to wear,Tell'em what to say,Tell'em how to act and thinkAnd compel others compulsivelyUntil the world is all like them
Courtney "Le Chat Garden" Curious - 14 years, 9 months, 1 day ago

Couldn’t save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again?
Your silence makes me hold my breath
All the time has passed you by

for so long I’ve tried to shield you from the world
you couldn’t face the freedom on your own
Here I am
Left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done is forgiven
You’ll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that stands forgiven

I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can’t warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the greatest escape
To chase your demons away

for so I long I’ve tried to shield you from the world
you couldn’t face the freedom on your own
Here I am
Left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done is forgiven
You’ll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that stands forgiven

I’ve been so lost since you’ve gone
Why not me before you?
Why did fate deceive me?
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence?

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done is forgiven
You’ll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that stands is forgiven

Courtney "Le Chat Garden" Curious - 15 years, 25 days ago

Crowded streets all cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

Show me how it end it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfy an empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time


Courtney "Le Chat Garden" Curious - 15 years, 7 months, 15 days ago

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