Life has a funny way of turning things around just when you think you have everything under control.

One moment you may have everything you've ever hoped for & the very next second you realise that it was all just in your head & you were thinking too much.
Sometimes, I think it's karma but being Christian I guess, everything just has its time & place & if it wasn't meant to work out then it wasn't & if we try to push it then I don't think we'll ever be truly happy.

Then again. What is true happiness?
Will we ever experience pure, true happiness in our lifetime?
Or is it just some ethereal place that we've made up?
I guess we'll never know until we meet our maker, in the meantime, I'll just pile up the questions for my time.

:)


Unknown "ღNot For Sale" Confused - 16 years, 11 days ago

Nah.
Screw you, knight in shining armour.
I'm over this.

Anger.
Unknown "ღNot For Sale" Confused - 16 years, 1 month, 13 days ago

So, where is my knight in shining armour on a pretty white horse?

Obviously not having lunch & ignoring me.

Screw you. I hate you. MAX.
Unknown "ღNot For Sale" Confused - 16 years, 1 month, 18 days ago

So, another night spent watching stars, listening to waves & having a think.

I realised that life puts us through a lot of junk & some (most) of them really don't make sense. It's as though God made us go through it for the sake of it, or to mock us.
Crazy as it sounds though, I guess it's part and parcel of life & pain is inevitable.

I really wish I could take away your pain...
Cos it pains me to see you go through the same hurt as me, it reminds me of so many things I don't want to be reminded of...
It's not worth it & you shouldn't blame yourself anymore.
Cheer up, love.
Unknown "ღNot For Sale" Confused - 16 years, 1 month, 19 days ago

Lychee Vodka is VERY extremely good :)

Sigh. I miss you :( Alot.
Unknown "ღNot For Sale" Confused - 16 years, 1 month, 21 days ago