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Unknown Lonely - 16 years, 3 months, 21 days ago

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Unknown Lonely - 16 years, 4 months, 28 days ago

~"ARMAGEDDON:~
~"WRITTEN BY ME"~

A classic case, id drown myself away! I've got a motivation problem! In two days ivespent over 30 hours in this bed! If I close my eyes I'll sleep for days but now that I'm awake, A lack of will, I cannot categorize the nature of this sickness! Ive Been awake for far too long today so my standard break from life is getting longer! I'd rather take a drink and beg the sky for lightning bolts! The end is closer than ever before! It’s A miracle that im alive! I've got a regular problem controlling with my moods! It's kind of funny how something so soothing can end so abruptly just as the best part starts! I Wish I could waste my time without wasting all of yours! I tried to leave a good impression! I'm older but I don't feel any wiser and when you're only 25 what are you good for? Too heavy to move ahead not concerned with anything, no tears! These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent and always on display! I'm tired and all of those drinks and drugs no longer help and then I’ll drink 25 more! It's out of my hands for way too long now, all I think about is death! That one way dead end road you knew you'd never leave! You've been whispering sweet nothings in my ear, you've been on my shoulder all the while! Without you I'm as good as dead but I'm better now having a good time is what it comes down to! I can't say I blame you! You gave up on me along time ago! No one to confide in and now here I sit alone in this room! You laughed, you left and faith in you shattered! Somehow we lost our heads for the last time in disgrace with a shameful regret, just one more line to keep me sleeping loudly and cold! I thought that I found a cure for feeling old! No longer fun and so far from interesting I can’t say I blamed you one bit when you kept it all inside, I thought that I found myself onto something new, I’m no longer fine and far from running smooth! Same place, same hello, same goodbye! Walk don't run through the graveyard or don't you remember? Hold your breath! You don't fit in this hole! I won't be around to hold you down! Then like the fire we disappear! For some of us it saved our lives! A place we'd call a final resting place in pieces. A place we'd never want to call home. A place we'd never leave and I... I wanted you to know as we quietly died in the snow it was you that I was thinking of! I don't recall where we got started!? If you don't remember anything, seemed second nature, there was a time when everything we did seemed free and all in all I guess it's for the better so it began this way I don't recall a thing! For the next seventeen days...I will ask myself, I am nervous and anxious, won’t you turn around and stay for good? I feel your missing from my heart and every night of this lonely summertime with every passing second to not think about you moving further off! It’s everything that I can do right now! For now, forever, for on and on and on from here I can hardly see a thing and tomorrow who knows where we'll be!? It’s nothing I’ll forget when the moon gets tired. I needed to hear something that sounded like an answer but I will promise you I can make it warmer next year, Kiss me once in the snow I swear it never gets old! You know it starts here, outside waiting in the cold! Right now you're all that I recognize, i’m fatally yours! Put me down, put me out of misery! You opened fire on me flew off of the handle and I won't say one word! You made a wish that won't come true! Out of my mind but in my sights you lit and left me burning, you set fire to me that night, i’m fatally yours, there’s no mystery any more like lightning from her name time hasn't told me anything! You went out with a bang when you took with you all my dreams underground! A slow ticket straight out of town on a city that sleeps in a world upside down! Traded true love for insult and injury, a poinsettia in poison rain, one wooden stake through the heart somehow made me feel at home. A nightmare on my street the day she arrived, Sincerely, never coming back (Note on the bed stand signed in blood) Suitcase already packed! An empty room without passion! One of these nights I promise to you it’s going to catch up to you! One of these days i’ll never really know! Leave it to me. I’ll remain free from all the comforts of home. It hasn't rained in years and what’s upside down? Your picture off the wall! I put them all in black (The four walls of my bedroom) I’m just trying to relax and i’m living in lack how far back it really goes. I’m just trying to keep track Of my mind where I hold you Every time I think of how I spoke to you and I smile in regret! I’ve got a dying urge to feel the way you do! To close for comfort, the shortest breath of your young life! You had nine lives and one by one you chewed them up! I often wonder what it feels like to be you? It can't be as pretty as we hoped it would be!? I was getting bored with hurting myself, No one could tell even if I fell one hundred stories down so dream a good one tonight! I found a better way to you and all your broken luck Before it catches up and It’s only time Reminding you to breathe In the shadows Second handed sick and lonely, A day we'll never face. Our beds this concrete floor In the darkness where the angels cry. Give us back our eyes One by one! You took me hostage and made your demands! Stop off at edge brook creek and rinse those crimson hands! In four short steps we can erase this, i’d do the same if you saw me! I don't blame you for walking away! You couldn't crack a smile, I didn't catch your name In my twisted little brain And I found you tongue tied Thinking of you wide awake for days! I sat in bed and laid there in it. I've got some bright ideas involving you and me, Everything I never would miss again With every sour second rate kiss But I can't make sense Sitting straight, feeling faint, Seeing lights, feeling pain, Am I waking up at all today? Too much time looking ups turning everything blue And what they say of the grass on the other sides true Maybe somewhere better than here And it's way beyond you and me! I came to bloodied up, but you weren't around. You have every right to be, I guess you'd know the best! It's for the better in the bitter end If it was up to me I'd never have to miss you And I don't believe in much of anything It's evident And I just can't see through the evidence! You don't say much of anything When questioned of your whereabouts, I'm dying tomorrow Under electrical skies Singing for the taste Drinking for the fun For too much I don't think Just need a goodbye kiss! Before we say goodbye give us something to believe in! I know it's late but do you think you could at least, I know it's small but my last call's been called! Opened it up and sure enough there we were! The sender failed to let me know where it came from, No way of knowing When I found out I'd never see you again And I now have nothing but your heartbeat in my hand But without you around I feel nothing but cold! It all sounds well and fine That we all go away to a better place I'm told! It's just a matter of time Cause if you don't then it won't be in peace that you rest.
Unknown Lonely - 16 years, 5 months ago