Crystal

So now I sit, a single chair
A song left in shadows I play
This requiem today
Yet silence only stays

Leaves are wings, dried-up colours
that never reach heaven's sky
they try, those crystal eyes
still they stare at me

Her crystal eyes
They spoke to me
Always daring me to find them

Mirrors meant to crash
She's lost her wings

What does it mean?
How can I find her,
when she's trapped in my memories
wither like a rose

Fingertips run
Skin that's not mine
The aching silence that broke us

Sense could be so wrong
I've sold my wings

Now it's a lie
I cannot see her
when she's lost in a grey-end world
Flesh left in its wake

Hand in hand
Honey kisses
The beats that hearts had made back then
Photographs
Songs on the piano chair
We sang

Shuddered breaths
Our world in tune
The smiles we shared under skies in June
I look inside
Those pure white crystal eyes

Her crystal eyes
They spoke to me
Always daring me to find them

Mirrors meant to crash
She's lost her wings

What does it mean?
How can I find her,
when she's trapped in my memories
wither like a rose

Fingertips run
Skin that's not mine
The aching silence that broke us

Sense could be so wrong
I've sold my wings

Now it's a lie
I cannot see her
when she's lost in a grey-end world
Flesh left in its wake



Unknown "cookies" Rabid - 16 years, 7 months, 13 days ago

Omg... i didnt notice it before but...

I"VE GOT RICKROLLED!!!
Unknown "cookies" Rabid - 16 years, 7 months, 28 days ago

Night of Bedtime

They told us of the demons
That slept beneath our beds
They whispered of the darkness
That filled our hearts with dread
We asked them of the shadows
The laughter and the howls
They answered with their yellow eyes
With fangs behind their smiles

'The chills that kill
Terror that fills
The smell of blood and gore
The call of night
Absence of light
The fear of what's in store'

'So sleep well all my darlings'
They say to soothe the fright
'And day will come tomorrow
For now beware the night
The night is filled with dangers
That swirl about like kin'
They kiss us then they close the door
And let the darkness in

Unknown "cookies" Rabid - 16 years, 8 months, 5 days ago

Here's Some Angst

Loneliness, a friend in times of need
when your world ends, and your imaginations bleed
And maybe, you don't want to live this way
So you walk away

Weariness, a chain that binds your heart
And you don't seem, to find a way to part
Listen to me, turn that face around
And maybe cry

And I... don't hate anybody
And I... don't love anybody
I... just wanna be alone
Is it too much to ask from a heart made of stone

And I... don't hate anybody
Cause I... have never loved anybody
I... just wanna scream out in pain
And scream and scream again

Too much angst too much hate
A rabid dog on a human plate
A cowboy with nowhere left to go
Where's the road now I don't know
And when you ask for me
I may not be there
Cause I'm far away
And I don't care

And I... don't hate anybody
And I... don't love anybody
I... just wanna be alone
Is it too much to ask from a heart made of stone

And I... don't hate anybody
Cause I... have never loved anybody
I... just wanna scream out in pain
And scream and scream again


Unknown "cookies" Rabid - 16 years, 8 months, 9 days ago

Do you remember love?

Smile, when you feel most like crying.

She smiled at him, the corners of her mouth upturned, her teeth flashing white to signal all was alright. Only her eyes betrayed what was within. He wouldn't notice anyway.
He didn't.

-So you're telling to go for it?- he asked with such innocence and cluelessness that she almost laughed out loud.

No.

-I'm telling you to do what you feel you should do- she replied, not understanding why she did, but knowing exactly why she had to.

-What I feel?- he scratched his head as he mulled over it.
She loved the way he did that. She loved many things about him.
-What I feel huh? I love her... that counts for much huh?-

I love her. I love you. What about I love you? I'm here dammit! I'm in front of you!

She laughed.
-Doesn't that make things easier? You love her! That settles it then-

He chuckled along.
-I love her alright. The way she laughs, how those emerald eyes sparkle. Have you ever seen them? They shine when she smiles. And that smile!-

I love the way you scratch your cheek when you laugh. I love those brown eyes that speak to my soul. The way you touch me, or squeeze me, or hug me. Or kiss me.

-I'm like crazy now. I can't seem to get her out of my thoughts! She's like a Goddess to me. Heh, very melodramatic I know, but hey, you know me-
He gave her a smirk. She loved the smirk too.

Enough already! ENOUGH!

She cleared her throat.
-What do you think you should do then?-

He broke into a smile. She knew with a sinking heart that he had the answer.

-I know what to do now. Love waits for no man eh?- he said.

I've waited and I'm still waiting. I've been waiting all my life. All your life. For all our lives dammit.

-Nope. Love's impatient. Go for it tiger- she encouraged.

-I will! No regrets! All the way huh?- he stood and gave her a hug. It thrilled her and yet, she fell into despair, knowing it would never be one other than that of a friend.

-All the way- she hugged back.

I love you. Say it... please.

-That's why you're my best friend!-

I love you...

-Yeah...best friends- she repeated, and smiled brightly at him.

Unknown "cookies" Rabid - 16 years, 9 months, 25 days ago