Swimming in a sea of sin,
I am swallowed by the waves of my mistakes.
I am overtaken by my past transgressions,
Falling due to my sinful nature.

You hold out your hand,
One I have taken easily before.
My passage way,
My air flow,
I take the offer,
And abandon you with a quick thanks.

My praise is limited,
My gratitude on short supply.
I would have only done the same for you,
In such dire need.
My compassion overflows,
Unknown "Heavenly Red" Cheeky - 18 years, 10 days ago

But a lack of desire to follow you is still here.

What have I become?
Your kind hand is always open.
I always walk away
From the safety of your shores
To tread in dangerous waters again.

I suppose this game is easy to hate,
But the passions of such evil are easy to love.
I stay afloat for a small time,
Drown in my own mistakes again,
Until you appear,
Open hand again.


Unknown "Heavenly Red" Cheeky - 18 years, 10 days ago

I hope I stop,
I hope I take it this time,
For the last time.
I hope this ends
Here with you and me.

Because I fear if I go back
Into the open waters,
One day your hand will be there
And my grip will be loose and wet.
I will fall and never return.

Unknown "Heavenly Red" Cheeky - 18 years, 10 days ago