You Shouldve Killed Me When You Had the Chance


So I say goodbye to a town that has ears and eyes
I can hear you whispering as I walk by
Familiar faces smiling back at me and I knew
This would make them change

The only thing that's going to bother me
Is that you'll all call yourselves my friends

Why can't you look me in the eyes one last time?

The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that I'll come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me

I’ve read these stories a thousand times, and now I’ll rewrite them all
You’re meddling in an anger you can’t control
She means the world to me, so hold your serpent tongue
Is a whores lies worth dying for? I'll just take my time

The only thing that's going to bother me
Is that you'll all call yourselves my friends

Why cant you look me in the eyes one last time?

The writings on the wall, you've read that I'll be gone, but if you call my name
Just know that I'll come running, for one more night to spare with you
This is where I'm meant to be, please don't leave me

I walked into your house this morning
I brought the gun from our end table
Your blood was strewn across the walls
They'll find you on your bathroom floor when I'm done
But should I write it all off?

You should have killed me when you had the chance
David Crazy - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

Heartless


For once my eyes are open to you, and everything you've said.
For once your web of lies is in the open.
I gave you everything I had, until I had nothing left.
Now you act as if I'm just a burden.
I've finally let go.
Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.
I'm done playing these games with my heart
I've been around the world and back for you, and now its time to choose.
I've been swallowed by this wreck that you call your life.
I'm damaged from the inside. I've been broken.
Don't threaten me with what you think I feel.
If you could read my mind you'd be in tears.
I'm sick of your excuses you hold above me.
I've finally come to terms with what I am.
I'm nothing in your eyes, and this will not change. I'm living in a dream.
Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.
I'm done playing these games with my heart
I've been around the world and back for you, and now its time to choose.
And I'll close my eyes, and dream of a better time
when I'm finally past this and happy on my own.
I've done all I can, and I've still been cast aside.
All I ever wanted to be was be the one who would wipe those tears from your eyes.
But I guess I'll play second best, to a world that will never care about you.
When will you understand to them you're just another pretty face?
You'll tell me that you care, and then run straight back to him.
I can hear your words of treason from a mile away.
You never did know how to whisper.
You're such a liar. Tell me the truth.
Do the world a favor stop cutting your arms, and slit your throat
David Crazy - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

Monument

It's Monday morning
And I would kill for a chance to drive
Get so far away from here with you my dear
That I'll never leave your side
Nobody knows the troubles I've seen
In a van, on a soapbox for the world to see

Miles away, and I wish this didn't mean so much to me
To be a monument for the rest of them
Miles away, and I wish this didn't mean so much to me
To be a monument for the rest of them

We're getting older
I've started to fear for my life
is this the way that it should be?
this whole thing's riding on me
it's been a long road so far
with nowhere to turn
There's no looking back from here
no more dwelling on my fears

Miles away, and I wish this didn't mean so much to me
To be a monument for the rest of them
Miles away, and I wish this didn't mean so much to me
To be a monument for the rest of them

Twenty bucks says you'll remember me
When you see me on your TV screen
It may be the first time
But it won't be the last time


And I'll scream
so loud that everyone in this place
Will hear every word I say
'cause this is my time, this is my time to shine
let nothing stand in our way

Twenty bucks says you'll remember me
When you see me on your TV screen
It may be the first time
But it won't be the last time
David Crazy - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH YOU!!!! You say you want to work things out with me but yet you're still shutting me out and leaving me in the dark. You talk to everyone else but me and yet you say you're closer to me?!?! BULLSHIT!!!This is going to be the 3rd time you have done this to me. Why i even keep trying with you i do not know. I should've just listened to everyone and drop u like a rock. Im an idiot for even believing you. Im completely done with you. If you even want to save this so called friendship you better do something about it because I am done putting in any effort. Its suppose to be 50/50
David Crazy - 16 years, 4 months, 17 days ago

Line in the Sand


The line is being drawing through my heart
Where conciving fires through our thoughts
And you're just like me.
And you're just like me.

This is everything I wanted to tell you,
That I'm still in love with everything about you
And I feel the wreckage from everything you do,
And I'm tired of still waiting

If I told you the truth now would you still leave and take my heart?
And I still feel ugly but you're ugly just like me
If I showed you the truth now would you still leave?
Will you ever change?
But I still feel empty.
Will I always lose this game?

This is everything I wanted to show you,
I'm no longer scared of anything about you
I live through the damage of the heart you took from me
And I'm tired of still wanting.

[x2:]
If I told you the truth now would you still leave and take my heart?
And I still feel ugly but you're ugly just like me
If I showed you the truth now would you still leave?
Will you ever change?
But I still feel empty
Will I always lose this game?

David Crazy - 16 years, 6 months, 6 days ago