I pulled up
The butterflies unleashed
Our voices happy
My life complete
We got lost together
Together, we were lost
I didn't understand what you would be to me
Now I know, everything
You showed me all the places
I'd never seen before
You gave me all the feelings
I thought I'd never have once more
You closed my eyes
Led me through the park
That moment I felt your hand
Is the moment you left your mark
The night we didn't end
The darkness was forever
You said to me, don't go
I told you, stay
Forever stay
We watched the trains pass
The water underneath
It knew our love
Before even we
That night I knew
It was you
Don't say goodbye, dear
I wont let you go
No matter what happens
You need to know
That night I never wanted you to depart
But wherever you go,
You have all of my heart
Unknown "*My Baby*" Sparkling - 16 years, 4 months, 16 days ago

Sometimes I'm perpetually overjoyed.
Sometimes depressed.
Sometimes you can always make me laugh.
Sometimes you can always make me cry.
Why cant I feel loving arms?
Why cant I feel secure?
I love you always.
But sometimes I don't.
I hate you never.
But sometimes I don't know why I can't.
I want to sleep.
I want to be awake.
Sleeping brings the nightmares of daylight.
But being awake shows the nightmares touching my skin.
If I lose you, I'll be heartbroken.
If I lose you, will I care?
I'm an open book.
I'm a closed lock.
I am guarded.
I want to be broken down.
Kiss my head.
Hold my hand.
But you wont.
I'll fall again.
Goodnight dear.
Unknown "*My Baby*" Sparkling - 16 years, 6 months, 16 days ago

I just cut about 15 inches off my hair yesterday! I'm so happy. I love it. I've had long hair since... forever. So this was my only MAJOR hair cut. It looks awesome and I love it. Everyone is use to me having long hair... so some people freaked out. Haha. :)

Oh, I donated the hair to locks of love incase you were wondering if I kept it... Lol. Some people asked me.
Unknown "*My Baby*" Sparkling - 16 years, 7 months, 18 days ago

Today is totally my birthday. I got on facebook and my whole wall was full of happy birthday posts from people. It rocked. :)
Unknown "*My Baby*" Sparkling - 16 years, 8 months, 24 days ago

Vanessa Carlton - Rinse

She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
She would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
She's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright
For answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight

She must rinse this all away
She can't hold him this way
She must rinse this all away
She can't love him this way

How she'd be soothed, how she'd be saved if he could see
She needs to be held in his arms to be free
But everything happens for reasons that she will never understand
'til she knows the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man

And if she runs away she fears she won't be followed
What could be the worse than leaving something behind
And as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow
It's loneliness she finds...
If only he was mine

She must rinse him...
Unknown "*My Baby*" Sparkling - 16 years, 9 months, 16 days ago