Impossible, naughty, dedicated, loyal and very high maintenance. Flossing in public. Tying knots on cherry-stems - no hands. Hanging spoons from my nose. Avoiding mimics and other street"artists" (rif-raf!) Making up silly rules for myself only to break them. Speaking to my imaginary pet-penguin Fluffy in german. Staring into voids. Daydreaming. Chocolate, cooking, baking, eating and feeding. Anatomy, physiology, physicality... Language, words, expression... Rites of passage. Power, power-exchange, the power of easthetics. Beginnings, endings and the filling inbetween. Dunes, solitude, sunrises, looking at stars (and wishing upon them) howling at the moon. Sowing, design, running with scissors. Shoes, boots, pumps, stilettoes, Mary Janes, wedgies... Stockings; Ars Vivendi, Vogue, Emilio Cavallini, Hudson, La Perla, Falke, DIM... Dancing Humanity (oh how i love to loathe thee) Escapism, reading, watching (bad) movies, musicals, music. Sex-tourism, travelling.
About you:
In principal i would like to meet all kinds of people. In reality i would like to meet interesting people. Got anything on your heart? - Please let me know. I would also very much like to meet the incarnation of Fluffy. If you're out there; I love you.
In Scandinavia Summer Solstice - "Midsommerhverv" was - as in the rest of the world - a celebration of the longest day of the year. The day where the sun and fertility was at it's peak.
Summer Solstice was bound to rune Fe, which again symbolised the cattle and fertility. A person with much cattle would have plenty of leather, milk, cheese, and meat. Freya would make sure the cattle would breed while Frey would ensure the wonder of fertility in plants, animals and humanbeings.
Summer Solstice above all a celbration of Odin - who never directly was identified with the sun but as the head of the Asir must to some extend have been. The main event of the feast would be the huge bonfire. People would throw symbols of their fears and anxieties into the fire and let them burn, trusting Odin with them and relieving their hearts. There would of course also be loads of food and drink and dancing and fornication. The latter often often following the former ;-)
A rather charming saying is, according to Astrid Lindgreen, that on this night an unmarried woman who picks 7 kinds of wild white flowers on this night and sleeps with them under her pillow, will be granted visions of the her husband to be.
Happy Summer Solstice.
Unknown"Cherry Wild"Daring
- 16 years, 5 months, 7 days ago
Got a phone-call today.
It hurt me and made me feel guilty.
I've left someone i cared about to take care of myself to hunt my own desires and ambitions. Seems that person will be left alone by another close and trusted one.
Makes me wonder if i'm doing the right thing. ´
Following my sense and ambition breaks my heart.
Following my heart will mean pushing myself harder than i think i can bear.
My descency tells me to clench my teeth and just fucking do it!
My body and psyche is screaming in protest.
Right now i feel so very alone, as if i couldn't communicate what's happening inside me. Even i felt like (and right now i really don't) somebody actually cared to listen and would try to understand. To let someone see me cry - just this one time. Unknown"Cherry Wild"Daring
- 16 years, 5 months, 17 days ago
Have you ever been standing in a high place looking down and felt the thrill of vertigo? Do you ever dream of free fall? To take the plunge, to let go and wholeheartedly embrace that pure moment of pristine freedom? Free from yourself, free from others, free from second guessing, free from consequense, free of control?
Unknown"Cherry Wild"Daring
- 16 years, 5 months, 17 days ago
Do you sometimes doubt wether you're fighting your demons or blindly being seduced by them while occupied elsewhere?
Do you sometimes wonder if that which you are fighting are actually your angels?
Do you ever doubt that anyone can ever really tell the difference?
Unknown"Cherry Wild"Daring
- 16 years, 5 months, 17 days ago
Could anyone wish for a better Aura?
Unknown"Cherry Wild"Daring
- 16 years, 6 months, 11 days ago
