I always feel so cold,
When your arms aren't around me.
And I always find myself awake,
Thinking about the nights you held me,
When life was beautiful, and of course I couldn't see it...
I keep everything you ever gave me,
In a box high up in my closet.
Because, inside, I'm tempted,
To take a little peek,
And fall in love with you all over again.
I always see you when you're not there,
And I always wish that maybe, some day, you'll hold me again...
I only wanted the best for you,
And you only wanted to fight me.
And you always made me cry,
Because you refused to understand.
And I realized now,
That when you put up your walls,
It was only because you didn't want me to hurt you again...
And I cried enough to flood the world,
And you screamed enough to break me.
And every time I apologized,
I couldn't help but feel a little weaker...
And I still see you when you're not there,
And I still wish that maybe, someday, you'll hold me again...
When I look back, now, I see two lucky kids,
With all the opportunity in the world.
Two naive kids who only saw,
The others' mistakes.
Two dumb kids so blind in their love for each other,
They couldn't see the world,
Come crashing down around them.
And when I look around now,
I know something's missing.
And when I look to the future,
I see your smiling eyes around every corner.
And I cry...
I used to think you'd die without me,
And now I know I had it all wrong.
And I still see you when you're not there,
And I always wish that maybe, some day, you'll hold me again...
For Daniel Coleman Anderson III, who will never understand how sorry I am, and how much I love him. 12/11/07.
Krystina Martin Sexy
- 14 years, 12 months, 4 days ago