Great trip, but I missed my wife. Cant wait to get back home soon.

Dear baby,

Please wait for me..


J
Jamie Stevens Loyal - 16 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

I'll smack up any fuckers who mess around with my girl!

DarkSatanicFlame: You are my heart and soul. Everything about you corresponds with every component of who I am...my personage. Everything I have ever wanted I have uncovered in you. You know my thoughts and aspirations and person so intimately and you have never even actually met me. How can it be? I constantly find myself contemplating... how can it be simply coincidence? Nothing about you is.... you have always been there, always been waiting for me as I have for you. I am the piece that was drawn out of your being and transformed into another being with a soul that was only ever meant to intertwine with that of yours. I cannot endure without you. You are the very breath I respire. You are the gentle tugs of happiness at my heart... you are one of the first things that I think of before I sleep and when I wake. Jamie, you are my everything... Oh and... My heart jumped when you asked me names for a baby boy. <3 I always... always wanted a baby boy... and I soo want him to have pieces of me and you within him.

DarkSatanicFlame: :] seee? MOOD CHANGE! ^--^ <--- being super let me love jamie right now.

barenekkidd: babyyy *cries*

barenekkidd: oh how i love you

barenekkidd: i do, i really do

DarkSatanicFlame: ^-^ I love you too. So much.




Jamie Stevens Loyal - 16 years, 3 months, 12 days ago

He ain't heavy. He's my brother.

I really need to let it out now. Do you know what it feels like to lose someone you're really close to? Honestly, now I do.

I almost lost a brother. My dear brother. And my bestfriend. Who's always there for me through thick and thin. Who's always there fighting for me, helping me out. Who's always there to cover my ass up. Who's always there, sacrificing his needs for me. Who skipped schools so that he can stay at home with me. In other words, he's my everything. We are inseparable. We're not twins eventhough we're the same age. But we kinda look identical, except that I'm taller and with longer hair.

And what happened today, was such a shock. I find myself trembling and shaking and crying calling my Mom. Luckily she's within Munich area and Dad is still on his way back from Berlin.. I do not know how to tell this, but my brother has been really depressed for the past few days. He wasn't happy, at all. All gloomy and sad. And I sat by his bed side every night listening to his rants on how pathetic his life is.. But, I never thought he'll end up doing something that can caused him his life.

Writing about this hasn't been easy for me. I shall resume in a while.


Jamie Stevens Loyal - 16 years, 3 months, 12 days ago

Bored booored BORED booored BLAH BLAH *not in the mood*
Jamie Stevens Loyal - 16 years, 3 months, 13 days ago

aku ngga bisa terusan begini :(

Blah blah blah WHATEVER blah blah blah
bye bye HP!
Jamie Stevens Loyal - 16 years, 3 months, 21 days ago