i got paid today, so i went to the atm in target to withdraw my pay. i had like 411 on my pay card so i was going to withdraw 400. well it said transaction not complete please try again, even said that on teh recepit...
so i tried it again...and i had 10. some on my card...
it took off 400 but did not give me my money
and so i called the number on my card and they said it could take up to 30 - 45 days before I get that money
how fucked up is that!!???!?! I am so pissed right now
Stitch "Pet8" - 14 years, 10 months, 8 days ago

I see you in my dreams at night
I see you smile at me
I see the times I would stand outside singing to you on the payphone
I have the tears run down my face
I cant feel anything
I feel so numb
I feel like i'm aready died inside
The same way that I did when I was striped away from you
Can't sleep...can't eat...I can only think of you
But now that over...what else do I have...you gave me reason
without you...what am I?
with out you...who am I?
I was proud to say we were engaged
I was proud to say you were my life
I was proud to know that I loved you so much
Now I have nothing
except memeries that will huant me... that will remind me how we failed...
failed... the story of my life....
every thing that I tried at, that I knew I wanted so much...I fail at..or it gets stripped from me
But you....of everything, I didn't want that with you or us.
I had plans for us.....now what
Now I look at them huanted of what could had been
I'm not sure if I can take it....
Nothing will ever replace you....
for you will forever huant me with the paw you left on my back............
Stitch "Pet8" - 14 years, 10 months, 12 days ago

These were to be my wedding vows I wrote, unfortunately with cruel turn of fate...I will not be reading these. I just can not seem to get her out of my mindrecently. nut even if weare not together anymore, I still vow these to her.

As my body burns down into nothing
My soul is set free
After bondaged and chained away for so long
I am able to break free
I was afraid to love you fully
So I hid my soul away
Born again like the pheonix
I will be there for you all the way
I refuse to let myself be taken again
From the fears that were put in me
Your patience and love was the flicker of candle light
That I kept me going in the dark
You help set my soul free
After all of our tribulations
So these are my vows to you my love

Shall these words only be ment for you
Hence forth I shall be by your side
Evil in man I shall shelter you from
I shall remain true to you alone
Loyalty and trust I will have to you
Always keeping my word

It will never end, my love for you

Longing for your touch only
Only you will ever break our bond
Vengefull thoughts to you, I will never have
Everything I am is only for you

You will never be alone
Only to be reassured of my love fo you
Until that day I die, I shall even still be with you.
Stitch "Pet8" - 14 years, 10 months, 14 days ago

I've been feeling down and with fathers day coming up and me missing my ex-Fiancee amd her kids it has not been a good day.

Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things werent the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back.
I know how you kiss, I know all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

This time I think, I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back
I know how you kiss, I know all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

Every single day, I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah

Sorry
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back
I know how you kiss, I know all your sounds
And baby, the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry

Stitch "Pet8" - 14 years, 10 months, 14 days ago

5 years of my life. being cheated on, hit, under appreciated, and I pushed through it for how much I love her...now she wants nothing to do with me...


Stitch "Pet8" - 14 years, 10 months, 17 days ago