WHAT TO DO

what to do
when it all starts again
the vicious cycle that is my life

a single moments happiness
that marks the moment it all starts
many times ive fought for what ive wanted
for that single moment to last a lifetime

everytime ive failed, it all crashes down
my world crumbles around me
over and over this cycle is my life

what to do
do i fight on as always hoping and praying
that one day all goes well, this is where my heart leads
or follow the mind, do nothing take no chances
doing nothing means i cant be hurt
live life to live and not to love

what to do
when around every corner dreams and prayers are crushed
when a moment of happiness causes a lifetime of pain
when one with a lifetime of good intentions
is able to achieve nothing

stand and fight or fall and give in
those are my choices both bring fear to my heart
fight and fear a world full of failure an defeat
fall and fear never having the happiness of love

what to do
the cycle soon starts again decisions need to be made
give everything i have or give up on everything
some are ment to be happy
some are ment to make others happy but get none in return
some are cursed to never experience either
what to do, who to be when my nightmare begins again

chris darrow 8-23-07
Chris ".Chris." Hungry - 15 years, 9 months, 2 days ago