Lost again in my inner ear
I can't believe I've a sinner here
Lost inside the home I know
Gone to giving up all that was bestowed
Giving up on my measured years
I'm thankful that I'm insincere


The wind blasting at my face ; Reveries drifting out of place;
Souls are drifting in the sky; Enough to sooth the passer by;
Emotions make us understood; we become just what we should
A world stretched far out of view; I grow capsized and so askew;
celestrials Calming my early wake; tasting every breath I take;
Lost in the silence ; I am dissilusioned in ambience
The dreams come and the dreams go
We are grown and we are sewn
Coming dreams in Northern skies
I am drowning and capsized
In distant roads and and mountain streams
forming thoughts and forward dreams
Casting out the world I know
Aurora come Arora go
Shes a bitter cold but calming sight
Forwarned me at the stormy night
Give me peace give me mind
Give me a place that I may find
Drifting in and drifting out
This dreams put me on my route
Jesse Lee Mathe Intrigued - 13 years, 15 days ago

Reciprocate me - by Jesse mathe

There is no hope in restoration
leading simple lives indignant with self preservation
We are growing up and out and leading secret lives from ourselves
I am disoriented and self repented
replenished in my own satifaction
caught up into new attractions
menacing many quick distractions
my eyes are rippled in the thoughts
hesitation delayed .....Gravity
time keeps slipping ....
You're my own replenishment
I've taught myself a brand new trick
I'm chasing escape and losing it
my minds chaotic in such a perfect fit
finding new piece of mind when all I do is forget
theres something surrounding
you're deeply confounding
and I'm wondering how small this existence is

saturated enfiladed mascaraed and leave me sweetly sedated
The truth in caution is there should be no caution
seperating equity then collapse into restless exhaustion
coronate your strong debate
I'm looking for a new way to relate

my quick escape my medicated self date rape can't keep me down can't keep me down even reading through my beating repertoir I'm finding that my thoughts are far sufficate me medicate me diffuse my mind reciprocate me I am suddenly rejoicing my own envy

Suddenly I'm far from falling running toward a different calling
with a massive intake of breath again
I'm moving in a new direction of wind
losing my words and luggage today
I'm rightly wondering which day I will see
the world envisioned to everything in me

my quick escape my medicated self date rape
can't keep me down can't keep me down
even reading through my beating repertoir
I'm finding that my thoughts are far
sufficate me medicate me diffuse my mind
reciprocate me
I am suddenly rejoicing my own envy

Jesse Lee Mathe Intrigued - 13 years, 2 months, 6 days ago

Echo by Jesse Mathe
In a world so empty she found her piece of mind
Living life so simply way out of the simple design
In memoriam paintings stretch the sky
we suffice for the reasons when they never pass us by
to never scratch the surface the memories all but dry
happiness comes in whispers spattered in moments in our life
perfection turns to dullness through the echoes of time

A rose could never blossom; A star could never shine
these words could never etch themselves if the words were never mine
the feelings of excuses if you are never ever there
the wind flowing at her back the silence to be shared
the echoes of duration the next step is out the door
then pillows turn to to saviors and your crying ever more

comfort in a friend is comfort you can blend
You can't start a new beginning till and old one meets it's end
perfection seems a standard when no ones perfect anyways
the driven never get what they want and their dying day by day
A smile is your savior but if your broken your a bore
simplicity is graffiti on your silhoettic core
brackets mend the tables the frames are left untouched
I can stick with labels with the words so tightly clutched
Parents teach their children that all scratches can be buffed
but were all victims in identity knocked around and softly cuffed

She never saw it coming she never could run away
She felt the unsteady drumming and couldn't help but stay
the drummer boy is tapping shes fixated as he plays
his silhoette is strapping it wouldn't matter anyway


The world will echo the world will echo

take every moment as it comes at you
start living life the way you always wanted to
the outisde looks different from within
the marigolds are streaming in the wind
I'm malignant to myself and I've always been
A peaceful waste to the breeze just up the bend
the marigolds are streaming in the wind

I can't tell the truth from reasoning if truth be told
I am the conversation dressed down and dulled
the malicious thoughts of never growing old
Fears taking life of what I'll never have... I'll never hold
I'm beating drums to feel the heartbeat never known
Just living quietly to watch the seeds that I have sewn
you're barely burdend counting flowers in the field
A childs wonder on a face all but concealed
This heartless begger would all but yield
bury your thoughts and follow me away from here
throw your insecurities in with my fear
dry erase them all and wash away into the clear

I've seen the torn debris
the supplementing what the se'er can't foresee
monumental distances
the passive thinkers dissidence
travelling mountains to subside
diving deeper to confide
placing patterns in the tide
barely touching the severed side
bottled envy a livid calm
raging in me my misted palm
I've read my lifelines
I'm in between
diver ed instance
calamity
eugenic detainment
obsequency
filling pockets
draining me
captive reasons
false excuse
you'll never please them
you'll cut them loose
intentions fading
we drift alone
masticating
to a pulpy juice
elegance is dead today
lose your mind don't speak don't stay

Jesse Lee Mathe Intrigued - 13 years, 2 months, 6 days ago

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Jesse Lee Mathe Intrigued - 13 years, 6 months, 5 days ago

The world shapes and defines us. Every busted and broken memory consumes us in times of grief. Like the most beautiful of plants growing in the worst of conditions we grow and we strengthen. We become our worst enemies out of fear. Time always marches on and we look back and smile at what we have been through. Every year of our lives is defined in months of hardship and moments of pleasure. Collectively joined in what links each of us together. Separated in what pushes us apart. Primed, primped, and proper we each dedicate the most meaningful of definitions of what will make us each unique. Though our values may differ while our hearts are as unique a fingerprint we value each connection that we can possibly earn. Yet we run from the ones that don’t meet our expectations. All we really need to do is smile. The world is bases on our perspective. We see it in increments. We see it through barriers. We see it as a vast body of water that we may, in fact, drown in. We each find our comforts in many different and varying things. Find what it is that truly defines you. Always breathe. Always laugh. Always smile. We are as small as we let ourselves become. We are strong. We are grounded. We are existing for our own special purpose. Find your purpose then find someone to share it with. Cherish every precious heartbeat. You are as beautiful as your fingerprints. Each day is a number. No one will ever know which number is their last. Don’t be afraid to cut yourself lose. Don’t be afraid to set yourself free. Don’t be afraid to clutch tighter than you’ve ever clutched before. Enjoy your grief. Relish your happiness. Trap those immediate responses and let them free. Forget the system. Forget the things that can’t live or think for themselves. Dictate who you are through that which fits inside of your comfortable bubble. Then break that bubble. Set yourself to new standards. Find your new strengths. Develop new abilities. Seek new knowledge. Redefine yourself and grow like a plant through concrete. Never run away. Never Falter. Just Grow.
Jesse Lee Mathe Intrigued - 13 years, 7 months ago