Sometimes i'm wondering... What is life? Having a sibilings and friends in life? Go through all the ups and downs u would encounter? Feeling happy with the littlest things u have? Feeling down with the littlest things u feel upset for? I've got no idea..
I have got no idea why am i in this world.. I'm working so hard for my studies, yet i have no goals in life.. I supposed everyone go thru this stage when u're lost.. Wandering aimlessly.... Searching frantically... Pondering and struggling... Where's the light at the end?
And today... i know why am i in this world... Neither the riches in the world nor the fame... Nonetheless, neither the way people look at me...
A wide smile flash across his face, looking at me.. It's my dad's smile that melts my heart.. "Oh.. poor dad" I thought. Even though, he looks old with his grey hairs, his naggy-ness or his worst habits.... I still love him...
Though i'm the most rebellious of all sisters (who knows im the most he worried), his support encourages me! He is my comfort zone! May the world falls apart, he would be my shelter no matter rain or shine... The one who protects me when im calling for help...The one and only one who showers me with love and care no matter what happens...
I've lost one... or more... I don't want to lose you! Your smile brought me happiness! And that's enough, i guess? A smile from you do change my world,dad! Though i may not say it out.. but.... I LOVE U DAD! :D Grow old with no worries ( I think i can do that... lol!)
Love you! <3
* Written on A VERY EMO DAY*
Sharon Tan "♥Sharon♥" fraek
- 16 years, 17 days ago
