I’m trapped under ice, my veins about to burst - all shattered, broken, empty and scared
I honestly don’t know what frightens me worse - me going under or you not being there
I thought you’d remember the promise you made - I am scared
To never leave me all alone in the rain - so scared
But it seems to me like you never ever told me the ugly truth - misled Excuse me for not understanding and being a fool
I’m so lost, where are you when you’re supposed to save me and make sure I will make it through this alive ?
Lost and waiting for you, the one who once betrayed me only to tell me that everything will be fine
Seems like my hopes are just a joke anyway - cause I’ve been lost all the way
My soul has been flogged, crucified out there - ever since you bailed I’ve run all out of tears
I honestly can’t tell what’s harder to bear - me slowly dying or you not being here
I thought you’d remember the promise you made - I am scared
To never leave me all alone in the rain - so scared
But it seems to me like you never ever told me the ugly truth - misled Excuse me for not understanding and being a fool
I’m so lost, where are you when you’re supposed to save me and make sure I will make it through this alive ?
Lost and waiting for you, the one who once betrayed me only to tell me that everything will be fine
Seems like my hopes are just a joke anyway - cause I’ve been lost all the way
I thought you’d remember the promise you made to never leave me all alone in the rain
But it seems to me like you never ever told me the ugly truth
excuse me for not understanding and being a fool
I’m so lost, where are you when you’re supposed to save me and make sure I will make it through this alive ?
Lost and waiting for you, the one who once betrayed me only to tell me that everything will be fine Seems like my hopes are just a joke anyway - cause I’ve been lost all the way

Liz Watkins "Dead" Cold... damn winter. - 14 years, 6 months, 11 days ago

As I look back at the things I’ve done and see the person that I’ve become I realize I have to pay the dues for setting loose this sea of flames
As I review the path I chose, all the damage caused
Judgement day for me has come, I ask myself was it right, was I wrong ?
This is the night all angels cry and their tears set heaven alight
This is a night of screaming, the sky is bleeding and no one but myself to blame
This is the night all angels cry as they’re falling with wings on fire
This is a night of screaming, the sky is bleeding, I’m the one who has to pay
Now that I’m done reflecting on my past for me there’ll be no “peace at last”
Cause I can’t wash my hands of all the bloodshed, all the pain I caused And as the sands of time run low can’t find my way home
Judgement day for me has come, I ask myself was it right, was I wrong ?
This is the night all angels cry and their tears set heaven alight
This is a night of screaming, the sky is bleeding and no one but myself to blame
This is the night all angels cry as they’re falling with wings on fire
This is a night of screaming, the sky is bleeding, I’m the one who has to pay
The time has come for you to go now, everybody’s got to pay somehow Step up and take your final bow now, make sure to close the door on your way out
This is the night all angels cry and their tears set heaven alight
This is a night of screaming, the sky is bleeding and no one but myself to blame
This is the night all angels cry as they’re falling with wings on fire
This is a night of screaming, the sky is bleeding, I’m the one who has to pay

The Night All Angels Cry~Krypteria
Liz Watkins "Dead" Cold... damn winter. - 14 years, 6 months, 11 days ago

Light rain made a place for us to swim to play.
Inoprotune devotion cannot be sound
So I take my love and torn a few feathers from the sky
into a richer world and let my spirit fly
wake up
is this a dream of a dream of a dream
simple pleasures falling feathers.
skating on this machine alone between.
7,000 reasons to dream
one reason to live
one reason to breath.
simple pleasures falling feathers....
Liz Watkins "Dead" Cold... damn winter. - 15 years, 7 months, 8 days ago

hmmm well for those who do not know I am a CNA.
PT-"Oh my Lord how on earth did you get your certification?!"
Me- " Mame, I do not understnd why you are upset, what can I do to help you?"
Later within the same 10 minutes.
PT-"You're a born blonde aren't you?"
Me- "Yes mame."
PT-"Thank God there are not that many of you."

I think I hate my job more and more every day.

TODAY!
Go from min staff to less. I get stuck with 9 get ups in less then 2 hours. Each person takes at lest fifteen minutes, more if you want to actually let them have time to do there own clothing and such. Needless to save I didn't get home till 8am. I was to get off work at 7am.
Liz Watkins "Dead" Cold... damn winter. - 15 years, 9 months, 17 days ago

Liz Watkins "Dead" Cold... damn winter. - 15 years, 10 months, 1 day ago