IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS AND WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR TALE or comment... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE ..
Derek Stockwell "Angel" Cheeky - 16 years, 3 months, 10 days ago

I wait around for perfection as if perfect was attainable. I see a flaw and toss you aside as if the smallest chip has tainted your worth. I condemn you for faults that I myself have. My hypocritical nature is only human but isn't my knowledge of the flaw and unwillingness to change it in its self a flaw. Perfection is not found when sought, yet I assume it will seek me. I am a fool. Worse yet I am hypocritical, lonely, selfish, narcissistic, vain, and judgmental fool. But I am me, with all my flaws I offer myself to you.
Derek Stockwell "Angel" Cheeky - 16 years, 8 months, 21 days ago

Do I fight for the prize, or the fight itself? Do I run the race to win, or simply to run? Every time I have been so close to actually achieving my goal I stop…………not only do I stop, I run backwards. And thus I find myself only longing for the things I know I can’t have. It’s my own sick form of masochism. But do I even want a cure?
Derek Stockwell "Angel" Cheeky - 17 years ago