Now, this is my advice. ..... I believe everyone should be cautious when it comes to their hearts but I believe too much caution can cause one to miss out on love and happiness because their fears of being hurt prohibits them from opening themselves up to love. I think that you should not listen to all that others may say to you but to follow your own heart and be happy. Love doesnt come with a lifetime guarentee but a promise that it does feel wonderful and amazing for the time that you have it. Life is far too short to not follow your dreams or your heart... to not take chances and to just BE.


Teresa_Dawn "Posh Vamp Enerva" Sparkling - 16 years, 4 months, 7 days ago

Happiness Hell and Hierachy. Okay so I just picked 3 random words and hoped to hell that I spelled hierachy correctly. And thanks to my friend spell check I did. Now lets just state straight off the bat, that my post has nothing to do with hell or hierachy. Lets talk about happiness. Is it so wrong to want it for yourself? Shouldn't everyone be happy? Don't they atleast deserve it? I believe everyone deserves to be happy. You may go through a lot of unhappiness to get there... but once you get there, there is no turning back. And in reality who would want to turn away from happiness?? I sure as heck wouldn't want to, and why should I ? I deserve just as much as anyone else. So I've decided to walk my happy ass down to the garden of happiness, and live my life. Some people may not understand why I chose the path that I did, some may not like the path I chose. But to those people I will tell them, its my life and I'm going to live it, I would be there for you no matter what, so please don't judge me. All I ask is that when all is said and done and you see the constant smile on my face and in my eyes, you wrap your arms around me and let me know that as long as I'm happy you too are happy. Smile, it makes the world a brighter place
Teresa_Dawn "Posh Vamp Enerva" Sparkling - 16 years, 4 months, 7 days ago

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Teresa_Dawn "Posh Vamp Enerva" Sparkling - 16 years, 4 months, 9 days ago

Happiness Eludes me
though I don't know why
my searches leave me empty
my soul begins to die
you said you'd be my forever
but you have gone away
leaving me for always
to cry another day
my memories are fading
our love is in the past
my heart is still aching
nothing ever lasts
I'll cry a simple tear one day
not knowing why
then my heart will remember
that you always lie
you lied to me for always
you lied to me for now
you lied my heart is broken
can I get through some how
my soul is black forever
my heart will always cry
my life it means nothing
a part of me has died.


Teresa_Dawn "Posh Vamp Enerva" Sparkling - 16 years, 9 months, 1 day ago

I walk a tattered road, looking for my friend.
walking from the darkness, to the other end.
looking once behind me, I thought I saw you there.
peering over my shoulder, realizing you were no where.
My heart forever beats, with you on my mind.
wishing you were here with me, not leaving me behind.
you told me that you loved me, that you would never leave.
but now its been so many weeks, and you I have yet to see.
my phone it doesn't ring anymore, no messages do you leave
I think you left me for always, could it really be true.
could a friendship mean so little, that now I mean nothing to you.
My heart is deeply broken, there are tears in my eyes.
My soul is but a shadow, all there were, were lies.
I guess I'll not think of you, or how you went away.
Leaving me for always, to cry another day.
Tucked away in my pocket, is where you will always be.
Closer to my heart, closer to me.
Teresa_Dawn "Posh Vamp Enerva" Sparkling - 16 years, 9 months, 1 day ago