Like I always am i just a bit late for the whole new years resolutions. Not like it matters since i normal just right these blogs for myself to look back on and for a bit of therapy that comes with writing them.
Normal i always just make ones like "I'll get a date this year, ill make sure to see a pair of tits this year, ill eat less junk food". normal i fail on all of them. But this year i deiced to think about what i want to reform. Tons of things came to mind all of them pretty vain. As I've been slowly trying to get back to my old reckless life enjoying self I had found a quote on the internet. Ive deiced to live my life as close to this quote as i can. that's my resolution to myself
I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time. -Jack London
As i read it more and more it fills me with this odd but familiar feeling at the same time. Whats left of my pride, confidence and everything else seems to grow. I may have found that link to my old self.
As for all those thing in the past. people owning me money,back stabbing, childish actions. I'm done with it if you owe me anything or done anything against me consider this the proverbial hatchet being buried. Its done and in the past I'm not going in this new year with the past bothering me.
I may still complain about small thing from time to time but i guess its time to write another chapter in my book and this one will be the one that starts off with a flickering flame and I'm hoping it will end with a bang. i want my enemies, my friends, and my family to know that I will not give up anymore I'm sick of running away being afraid. I will not let anymore dreams die.
a few other quotes I've taken to as well
"They will never take us alive"-anonymous
"I know you've come to kill me.Shoot, you only will kill a man"- Che Guevara
"You call me the bomb. I just say I like explosions"-me
"I am not going. Do with me as you like. I am not going. Come on! Come On! Take action'-Chief Sitting Bull
Ryan Pinkwoski "Mr Pink - NFS" Adventurous
- 15 years, 11 months, 2 days ago
