I wanted to say sorry to all my friends and pets that I haven't been the last couple of days. I have received offline messages and personal messages on here wondering why I wasn't on, if I was okay, and that they missed me.

I should of posted on here sooner saying what was going on so you didn't have to worry, and I'm sorry that some of you are stressed or have been troubled while I've been gone and I wasn't here to talk to. I wanted to write this tale saying that if something like this occurs again I will post what is going on.

I was offline for a couple days because of Halloween, School, and Thanksgiving coming up. So of course Halloween night I was busy getting dressed up to pass out candy to everyone that came trick or treating so I was worn out by the time that was over and had a headache from the passing traffic.

School quarter is ending in two weeks so I've been doing homework and studying for my classes quizzes and exams coming up. First year at this college, its been pretty rough getting used to the adjustment from my old college. Hopefully I'll do well on my quizzes and exams.

Last but not least Thanksgiving is coming up and if you didn't know we recently moved into this house. We have been putting a lot of work into this house I probably could list how many things we had to fix in this house and have a tale longer than this one. Some of you might even know how bad it was before we started fixing it, but family is coming over for Thanksgiving so we are trying to clean it up and fix the rest of the heating in the house. Yes... The heating is not in half of the house. It gets chilly and we defiantly don't want a cold Thanksgiving. I actually just got done mopping our basement so the heating company can go into a clean basement to turn our heat on.. I really don't see what mopping a basement does I swear I was just mopping dirty water along the floor. Plus, it ruined a nice new mop I was using. It's was white and clean, not anymore XD.

Anyways.. I'm sorry I'll post what's going on sooner so you guys don't worry and you'll know what is going on.
Julianna "זאבה" Growling - 15 years, 1 month, 22 days ago

Rules:

1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) For each question press the 'next' button to get your answer.
3) You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.

If someone says "that's okay" you say?;
Land Of Confusion.

What would best describe your personality?;
Girl At The Rock Show.

What do you like in a guy or girl?;
Hero.

How do you feel today?;
Frozen.

What is your life's purpose?;
Thousand Mile Wish.

What is your motto?;
How Do I Breathe?

What do your friends think of you?;
Bullet Proof Skin.

What do you think of often?;
Photograph.

What do you think of your best friend?;
Zombie Nation.

What do you think of the person you like?;
Falling For You.

What is your life story?;
B!tches N Hoes

What do you want to be when you grow up?;
Honey.

What do you think when you see the person you like?;
Upgrade U Freestyle.

What do your parents think of you?;
Hate Me.

How will you feel at your funeral?;
Someday.

What will they play at your wedding?;
6th Avenue Heartache.

What is your hobby or interest?
Sam's Town.

What is your biggest fear?;
You Will Be The B!tch Now.

What is your biggest secret?;
Last Resort.
Julianna "זאבה" Growling - 15 years, 2 months, 2 days ago

Every 24 hours, come here for a random treasure! You got 1000 points!
Julianna "זאבה" Growling - 15 years, 2 months, 2 days ago

There is a question that people usually ask and I really don't know the answer to it. I think I should know the answer by now... but I don't. I thought I knew the answer, but as soon as I tried to fulfill it I failed... Hard..

People ask me "What are you going to do for your career."
Ah... That is such a good question. I wish I had a clear answer. I have an answer, but its not clear yet, and I fear it will become unclear as soon as I decide what I want it to be.

So, I thought I wanted to become an English teacher. Why? Well, I loved writing. I really did... Til I reached college. They make writing a horror. Seriously why would anyone want to write an 8 page essay over an environmental issue? You know what? No.. Seriously that's not me. I could write an 8 page story maybe of something I really liked, but over a Environmental issues... No Thank You.

Then I took cultural Anthropology. If you have never taken this class I recommend it. Maybe it was just the teacher that really made the topic that more interesting, but it is amazing! They talk about so many cultures, I've learned so much in that class. You look at other cultures and might think "Wow, they are weird putting big nose rings in their nose." First of all, that's is not nice to judge other cultures. If you take a step back and look at your culture you see how weird it would look to others. That same culture might look at us and say "Wow, Why do they put holes in ears to hang stuff off of it?"

Sorry.. You should of heard my teacher's explain it. She could explain it 100 times better than I can. This class makes you see from other cultures point of view and shows you we are no better than them. All cultures are unique in their own way and some are even dying out. It's sad really, but yeah it's an amazing class.

Then there is another class I really loved: Psychology. Now that is a very interesting class. You learn a lot about how the brain really works. There are some things in that class that just absolutely amazed me. Hm... An Example would be... If you just flashed a lot of flash cards in font of you saying stuff like: " Old, Slow, Tired, Lazy.. Ext" Then you walked down the hallway you would tend to walk slower than you usually do. They did tests on this, and it's true! Maybe you think that is just ridiculous to believe, but I believe it. =) How about this. Did you know your dreams are just random images your brain creates and tries to make sense of them? Dreams never make sense, they are just random images your brain makes when it's storing things that happened that day into your memory. Have you tried to tell your dream to someone and noticed it made no sense? XD Exactly because it doesn't.

Anyways, I really like Physiology I think i would have a better change in getting a job career in that field of study than Anthropology, but you see I'm not studying for either at the moment. Right now I'm studying general sciences and arts. Maybe I'll find something I like even more. So yeah, not really sure what I want to be, but I have a pretty good idea what I might want to be. =)
Julianna "זאבה" Growling - 15 years, 2 months, 4 days ago

Eh.. So I'm seriously tired of just posting all my random treasures, so I've decided to at least to write some real tales.

Before I thought I wouldn't bother writing things down in my tales because it takes time and effort and who really takes the time to really read them? Well, I know I at least read all my pets and favorites tales. So, I know at least one person will take their time to read my tales, and that is enough for me to start writing.

I used to love writing about stuff. Did you know I used to write poems? Oh, I love writing them, but had trouble thinking of what to write about, but I enjoyed reading the poems I wrote when I finished. I loved all the people that actually took their time to read them and comment back on them. It made me feel special, people cared what I wrote.... but sadly that came to an end...

That site I posted all my poems on was hacked... I spend so much time on those poems. Why would someone dare hack into my account and get me banned? I didn't have any of those poems on my computer..... It was all a waste of my time.... I really believe that is why I lost my faith in writing..
Julianna "זאבה" Growling - 15 years, 2 months, 4 days ago