So very outdated.
A freak to most, don't let my appearance trick you.
A single mother of two, again.. Don't let my appearance trick you.
I am a little bit of everything,
And that Will never change.
When you're a plus size woman, people like to say "yeah, she's cute in the face", as if being full figured is such a disgrace. Honey, I'm cute in the face, and I'm thick in the waist. I look good whether I'm in cotton, leather, or lace. I'm beautiful, vibrant and above all, smart! And there's more to me than my weight,... I also have a heart. Yes my clothes maybe a bigger size, that just means you have access to a bigger prize. We all are not self-conscious about our weight, and we never have a problem getting a date. So don't think your small frame gives you more pull, I'm a hot, sexy, curvy woman with a figure that's full.
LoveAndHandcuffs "†MY! Kittenღ"Sparkling
- 12 years, 8 months, 27 days ago
Gave birth to the most beautiful little girl on June 4th, 2009... at 9:41 AM... Her name is Ivy Rayne Rott, and she is pretty much my life now... and i've never been happier... <333333333333333
LoveAndHandcuffs "†MY! Kittenღ"Sparkling
- 15 years, 6 months, 19 days ago
This is just a conspiracy, i'm falling down, i'm falling now... I've tainted my mind, and I've brainwashed it to the bone... This helps me recover when i'm feeling so alone. I don't need nobody, it's simply a want.. I want somebody.. but it's not mutual. I'm mature, but my hearts a few years behind, it's encircled in a leap year.. and i'm afraid it can't be fixed... I don't mean to act like a ruthless bitch, my dilapidated heart.. it's beating to its own remix. I want to feel the happiness, I want to feel the pain.. I like it when your mean to mean, it keeps me undoubtably sane. Love isn't a fairy tale, it's nothing but a rollercoaster ride.. Theres more chances you'll make it out alive, then coming out dead... Even rollercoasters are reparable? I hate it when you make me jealous, it eats away at my very flesh. I love to act like I don't give a shit.. but we both know I suck at that. I'm quiet, I loose my words.. I loose my ambition.. I loose my mind, but i'll never loose my purpose. My purpose is to be with you.. if not in person, my dreams will have to do
LoveAndHandcuffs "†MY! Kittenღ"Sparkling
- 15 years, 7 months, 4 days ago
The sky was the color of coffee grounds drowned in ceramic mugs and boiling water. I tried to drink without breathing and spare the pink flesh of my young lungs, but, I fell beneath the pulsing tides of your never ending line of vision. Spare me the pain of sleeping and gluing you to the insides of my eyelids. The sky is the color of stirred memories and cloudy thoughts so I jump just to dull the pain of memories that stick to me. I thought I was rubber and you would be glue but you never were one to stick to plans... Were you?
LoveAndHandcuffs "†MY! Kittenღ"Sparkling
- 15 years, 7 months, 4 days ago
My lips are sewn, A reddened disgrace... Knots in my hair Entangling my face. I've wasted my breath, I've waited to long.... Engraved in a wooden box, Forgotten - My song, You can see my breath, It resembles a ghost, Dancing melancholy like.... A bitter-faced host A blankenSoed canvas- A life washed clean, Did you know I was wasting Your presence on my dream? Your useless dignity, You're a unsly snake, Uncoiled in your fake disguise, Did you dare make such a mistake? I ran, she ran, we ran as one... A life unforsaken, YOUR THE ONLY ONE. You may have given her life - But it's mine you try and take... But i'm stronger than the others, And that is no mistake. You're not her guardian, You're nothing in her life. So focus your drug addiction, While you bury your strife. Roses dipped in blackened tar, My heart is surely mending, Tell me love, you gave her life, But your pain is never ending. LoveAndHandcuffs "†MY! Kittenღ"Sparkling
- 15 years, 7 months, 4 days ago
