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~ Totally Tickled Pink ~
"J's Sextoy NFS"
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Jeanie Francis, 42/Female
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Last login: | over 3 weeks ago |
Local time: | 5:49 PM |
Join date: | 17 years, 4 months, 3 days ago |
Location: | Canada
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About me:
I Am The Type Of Person That Will Take A Bullet For Their Friends Without Hesitation, The Recipient Of Many 2am " Are You Awake? I Needa Talk" Calls, However My Loyalty Also Proves To Be My Greatest Downfall, I Am Too Easy To Trust, Too Easily Mislead, And Incredibly Naive, A Horrible Judge Of Character, And Stupid Enough To Believe That With A Little Love And Understanding Anyone Can Change, I Get Bored Easily, Have Very Little Focus, And It Takes A Pretty Spectacular Person To Keep Me In Conversation Longer Than 10 Minutes. Im Very Musically Inclined, Took Various Styles Of Dance My Entire Life, I Write Poetry, And Have Became Quite A Bookworm Lately, And Unfortunately Am The Average Female When It Comes To Emotion, More Sensitive Than I Care To Be, Im The Mom To 3 Wonderful, Amazing Little People, Who Are My Live All And End All, It Wasnt Until I Had Them That I Finally Understood The Depth And Strength Of True Love.
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About you:
Fakers Beware, I Have A Very Sensitive BS Radar, And Will More Times Than Not Pick You Out From The Get Go, Other Than That, Pretty Much Anyone And Everyone, Im A Pretty Openminded Individual That Loves Talking To All Sorts Of People. :)
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Looking for: | Friendship |
Orientation: | Straight
| Herds (lead): | The Church Of Canuck | Herds: | ~~CANADIAN HERD~~, MENTAL,RANDOM,EVIL AND SCARY, Everyone who i have given HPV, ~Its Simple Dont Touch My Pets ~, KRIS'S KREW, wastin time, Endless Spam, ~Thumbs For Me~, THE UNDERGROUND |
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Jeanie's tales
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Well, I have been having this huge period of emotional enlightenment lately, and been doing way too much thinking, and im pretty sure in the process ive either pissed off or pushed everyone I care about away from me, because I felt I could go it alone, when in reality deep down inside I know that thats totally impossible, so I sit here alone, on a typical Sunday morning wondering what direction I want my life to go in, who I want to share in that direction with me. Today is seeming more sombre than yesterday because I let my hurt and my pain get the best of me, and I of course had an open mouth insert foot moment yet again, and I find myself having this one particular song on repeat, and I sit here biting my bottom lip trying to fight the tears, but its like by doing that im somehow swimming against the current, and I just no longer possess the strength to do so. Lyrics To The Song I Mentionned : Sick Puppies "All The Same" I dont mind where you come from As long as you come to me But I dont like illusions I cant see Them clearly I dont care, no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you You've shown me eventually what you'll do I dont mind I dont care As long as you're here [Chorus] Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's all the same Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come But in-between it always seems too long Suddenly But I have the skill, yeah I have the will, to breath you in while I can However long you stay is all that I am I dont mind, I dont care As long as you're here Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It's always the same Wrong or Right Black or White If I close my eyes Its all the same In my life The compromise I'll close my eyes Its all the same Go ahead say it You're leaving You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are now If you take me for everything Do it all over again It's all the same
Jeanie Francis "J's Sextoy NFS" ~ Totally Tickled Pink ~
- 16 years, 1 month, 7 days ago
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Well heres a little convo that went on with someone that claimed to be a friend, yet when they were booted from a room that was clearly marked by the owner as anyone that did not know him would be booted, he freaked, and then began to curse me out on IM on facebook, and then proceeded to tell people I was starting shit about him, well heres the convo, does it look like im starting shit.?? Drew dude i swear to fucking god who is this piece of fucking shit? you know what fuck it im deleting hp from my apps nice knowing ya jesus fucking christ 9:58amJeanie its Rob that Me guy 9:58amDrew HP gone 9:58amJeanie um okay why let people get to you that much 9:58amDrew nope im deleting it good bye you fucking whores 9:59amJeanie whatever you know im not a whore and thats a nasty fucking word to use 10:00amDrew then ill use GOODBYE CUNT LICKING BITCHES instead happy? And rob who? Fuck that nigger in the ass im just gonna annoy his ass now i have hours and hours so let it be on him hold on ill ruin this for you fucking all 10:05amDrew is offline.
Jeanie Francis "J's Sextoy NFS" ~ Totally Tickled Pink ~
- 16 years, 2 months, 19 days ago
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Well... What a week, full of many ups and downs, and not the good ones either lol, and I have once again rose above it, and im starting to realise why those close to me talk about me not giving myself enough credit for dealing with what I deal with but I guess since I do so outta necessity, it just doesnt seem all that spectacular a feat to me. And ive experienced a major period of emotional growth, and have gotten a sense of just how strong I truly am, and I must say ive truly impressed myself and hopefully the growth shall continue....
Jeanie Francis "J's Sextoy NFS" ~ Totally Tickled Pink ~
- 16 years, 3 months, 11 days ago
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I Am Woman, Hear Me Roar.... I Am Woman, Hear Me Roar I May Not Be Perfect, But Have Managed To Find Perfection, Beyond My Flaws, I Strive To Be The Best Me I Can Be, But Am Only Human, And Often Faulter Because I Put The Opinions Of Others Above My Own Wishes And Desires. I Love With Every Molecule Of My Being Eventhough I Might Not Always Show It, My Heart Is Always Right There, With Those I Love. When I Am Alone, I Find Myself Dreaming Of Change, Happiness, Completion, Yet Am Too Afraid Of Failure, Therefore Refuse To Even Take The Risk. I Dont Always Think Before I Speak, And At Times What I Say, Gets Misconstrued, And Actions Sometimes Come Before Logic. I Am Scared Of Being Alone, Yet Terrified To Let Myself Be Vulnerable To Someone, For Fear My Nightmare Might Become My Reality, Therefore I Push People Away, Before The Get Too Close. I Evade Emotion, Because Refusing To Let Myself Feel, Is Sometimes Easier Than Admitting To Myself That I Am Not As Strong As I Thought, That I Am Weak. I Now Find Myself Trying To Fake A Smile, To Hide The Fact That It Feels Like My Heart Has Been Ripped Out Of My Chest, That I Merely Exist As Matter, Yet Possess No Soul. I Try To Make Myself Happy, Yet Wonder What If, Wish That Time Were Reversible, That I Could Fix My Mistakes, So That This Nightmare Will Finally, Come To An End. I Weep, When I Think Of The Damage That Ive Caused, The People Ive Hurt, I Am Woman, I Am Brokehearted, I Roar No Longer.. J.Francis Aug 11,08
Jeanie Francis "J's Sextoy NFS" ~ Totally Tickled Pink ~
- 16 years, 3 months, 15 days ago
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Random Ranting..... There comes a point in everyones life where they begin to re-evaluate their actions of the past, their actions of the present, in hopes of making their future better, to make their existance happier, and therefore make them a more productive member of society, well candid me, open mouth insert foot, and now im going through that very same period of re-evaluation, surrounding myself with those people that are genuinely good, and I know actually care about me, people that encourage me to be positive, to strive, to rise above the bad, to continue on and not let my past muck up my future, and I find myself utterly lost, no direction I feel like im totally blind and oblivious to whats going on around me and I just cant get rid of that feeling, and it sucks...
Jeanie Francis "J's Sextoy NFS" ~ Totally Tickled Pink ~
- 16 years, 3 months, 15 days ago
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