So the update to my previous tale of my friend being murdered. It was her 15 year old cousin who killed her. He slit her throat and also their grandmothers throat but the grandmother survived. She has a 3 year old son who was asleep in another room and now has no parents (father wants nothing to do with the kid). So now there is an orphaned child and a young man who had his beautiful bride taken from him. Words cannot describe my sorrow for her family members
Kalethekitty "Row filler " Sexy - 10 years, 4 months, 11 days ago

My friend was murdered 6/25 by her cousin. He stabbed her to death. I'm bemused and lost. This year sucks pretty hard
Kalethekitty "Row filler " Sexy - 10 years, 5 months, 1 day ago

Got rejected from the X-ray program today. I will be on a leave of absence for a while. Not sure if it will be short or long but I'll be back eventually
Kalethekitty "Row filler " Sexy - 10 years, 7 months, 23 days ago

Warning about breath play

First the obvious thing. Breath play if not practiced carefully can lead to death. If someone can't breathe they very well might die if you are not careful. Also you could make the person pass out and this could potentially cause some brain damage. As most of us know, the brain is very sensitive so everyone should be extremely careful when practicing breath play. If one is going to practice this skill is a necessity so that one will know the limits of the other so that nothing like passing out or death occurs. Safe Signs are extremely important as well so that the slave/sub has the ability to basically say "STOP" which can prevent the above possibilities. Or if the sub/slave is uncomfortable with the situation can stop play and they can talk about the situation or end the scene entirely. Also this sort of play should be thought on hard before practicing. Trust is an extremely important aspect in breath play because you are literally putting your life into someones hands, or having someones life in your hands. If the other isn't trustworthy you can psychologically damage someone harshly or they could potentially end ones life. My major point to this is to stress the importance of being careful when practicing breath play
Kalethekitty "Row filler " Sexy - 11 years, 1 month, 15 days ago

Why I enjoyed Breath Play

For me submissiveness is to give up control. Giving up all control over yourself, your surroundings, and all other aspects of life for however long I get to play. Nothing else matters but to follow Mistress' orders. When I found out I enjoyed breath play, I was bound spread eagle to her bed, blindfolded, and with my mouth taped shut. For me I love sensory deprivation and would really like to do much more and go much further with it as well. So when I gave up the control to Mistress even to the point where I couldn't breathe without her letting me it gave me that rush of no control. There was not a thing I could do and even though it scared me a bit at first, it was exhilarating. She had complete and utter control over my entire body and there was nothing I could do to change that even if I had wanted to. I love not having control and to take it just another step further left me wanting this to happen every time i see her.
Kalethekitty "Row filler " Sexy - 11 years, 1 month, 15 days ago