HumanPets.com Free Online Hangout
Email:

Password:

Forgot your password?
KALEIDOSCOPE | HumanPets.com - Free online hangout and friends
http://humanpets.com/kaleidoscope
KALEIDOSCOPE
KALEIDOSCOPE owns this human at 57021 points.
Price:

Feisty

KALEIDOSCOPE
"ColourFul SouL"



Name:
KALEIDOSCOPE , 43/Female
Last login: over 3 weeks ago
Local time:5:27 AM
Join date:17 years, 1 month, 18 days ago
Location: LaCrosse, WI United States

"Odi et Amo."
About me:
my life is an open book. You have questions, well, I might have answers.
About you:
I shower nekkid. I know, such a crazy life I lead.
Looking for: Friendship
Orientation: Straight
Herds: ~Ink & Steel~, DARKLIGHT, Sabyt's Minions!, The King's Love Shack, Kallisti (Καλλίστη), Chelle's Thumbstop, The Alternative Society Herd, KICK-ASS TATTOO

Unknown
Unknown
"Mr. Gorgeous"
85000 pts
Naughty
Rymel
Rymel
"NinjaVamp"
57882 pts
Feisty
KALEIDOSCOPE
KALEIDOSCOPE
"ColourFul SouL"
57021 pts
Frisky
Unknown
Unknown
"Pirate Queen"
55566 pts
Adored
Jason Moore
Jason Moore
48621 pts

Unknown
Unknown
"♥PrettyP"
2100 pts
KALEIDOSCOPE's tales
KALEIDOSCOPE
sitting alone in your room, trying to think about what you've done with your life. You haven't done a damn thing. You're not going anywhere. You're just running in place, not moving anywhere. It's as though you're stuck. Why can't you move? All you want is to get on with your life. Why is it so hard? You feel yourself suffocating. You have that overwhelming feeling. That feeling that won't ever leave you alone. You want to be happy. Happiness is so foreign to you. It's been so long since you've felt happy. Can that possibly happen? So you ask yourself the same questions over and over again. What have you done? Where are you going? Panic starts to set in. You're terrified and you've never felt so alone in your life. You've alienated yourself from the others. You're on the outside looking in, silently watching everyone else. When will it be your turn? When will it finally happen to you? Will it ever? What are you waiting for? Everything just slips through your fingers. You can't quite hang onto it. You have it for a minute and just like that, it's gone forever. You're left there on your knees, sobbing with your head in your hands.
KALEIDOSCOPE "ColourFul SouL" Feisty - 15 years, 10 months, 1 day ago
KALEIDOSCOPE
You wear this hard shell, your suit of armor. You are jagged around the edges and cold to the touch. You hide yourself behind a mask, keeping parts of yourself hidden and locked away. You have built up these walls so high and barricaded yourself inside. No one can touch you, no one can hurt you. You keep everyone an arm length away. If they start to get close, you push and push. Until you push them so far away that they just give up. You keep on pushing until the uneasiness starts to fade, until the uncomfortableness subsides. You push until you can start to breathe without feeling suffocated. You need help spreading your wings but you've gone at this alone almost your entire life. It's hard to ask for help when you spent so much time telling yourself you don't need it. It's hard to care when you keep telling yourself not to. It's as though a part of yourself is numb completely. That outlet that allowed any sort of feeling shut down completely. Your body is set in self destruct. Nothing can stop you from tearing yourself apart. No on can make you love something when all you feel is numb. So you put on your mask. You fake some smiles. You pretend everything is okay when your brain is screaming at you. You are your own worst enemy. So, you put on your suit of armor day after day. Just so you can pretend you give a damn. It's fun to pretend. It's easier to pretend than it is for you to open up. Opening up comes with hurting and you're tired of hurting. Hearing that cold voice of reality that you desperately try to ignore. But it's not going anywhere. The voice is louder then ever. You just want to cover your ears and run. Run far enough away. Keep running and never look back.
KALEIDOSCOPE "ColourFul SouL" Feisty - 15 years, 10 months, 1 day ago
KALEIDOSCOPE
this thing...
wears your face
like a mask.
I was naive to deny
the things
you wear like armor.
KALEIDOSCOPE "ColourFul SouL" Feisty - 16 years, 3 months, 20 days ago
KALEIDOSCOPE
Gone Black


Everything is so dark
I've locked myself out
left myself stranded here
lost in this place
everything has gone black

When I touch your face
it seems like
you're so far away
there's that look in your eye
that makes me
want to cry
the look that makes me remember
why I got locked out
I remember now..
why everything has gone black

I say your name
I cry out to you
but you turned and ran
that look
back in your eyes
everything has gone black

You stand there
standing proud
pretending not to care
you're so tough
aren't you?
Nothing can touch you
but..
everything has gone black

It's only a matter
of time
before you realize
you're all alone
realizing this isn't what you wanted
But nothing will be there
everyone is gone
nothing seemed to be enough
But now, you're stuck there
pretending to be tough
showing you don't care
you're lost there
a place where
Everything has gone black
KALEIDOSCOPE "ColourFul SouL" Feisty - 16 years, 3 months, 20 days ago
KALEIDOSCOPE
The song "dream of you" by schiller makes me think about a friend who passed away. I love this song...


KALEIDOSCOPE "ColourFul SouL" Feisty - 16 years, 3 months, 20 days ago
Comments

Refresh 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 Next
Miss_Fabulous
hi! :)
... You have been given ....
Crafted by Cj Sparrow
Miss_Fabulous "נפלאה" I am what I am - 14 years, 9 months, 4 days ago
Shana Miller

"Happy Birthday" You have been given "Happy Birthday".
Crafted by Unknown
Shana Miller Feisty - 14 years, 9 months, 23 days ago
Rymel
heheh keeping me eh? how ya been beautiful?
Rymel "NinjaVamp" Naughty - 14 years, 10 months, 1 day ago
Shana Miller

~beauty for your day~ You have been given ~beauty for your day~.
Crafted by Layla Sonja
Shana Miller Feisty - 14 years, 10 months, 8 days ago
Vestan Pance

Christmas Pie with Vestan Pance You have been given Christmas Pie with Vestan Pance.
Crafted by Vestan Pance
Vestan Pance "The Mad Hatter " Curious - 14 years, 10 months, 28 days ago
Miss_Fabulous

You're the good egg of all! You have been given You're the good egg of all!.
Crafted by ENYA
Miss_Fabulous "נפלאה" I am what I am - 15 years, 1 month, 7 days ago
Refresh 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 Next
KALEIDOSCOPE's shop
KALEIDOSCOPE's GOODIES



See more items
1 2 Next
w00t!
1 use

2000 pts
w00t!
Bought by 9 people
eat fresh
1 use

2000 pts
eat fresh
Bought by 12 people
Beep Beep
1 use

2000 pts
Beep Beep
Bought by 9 people
PETA
1 use

2000 pts
PETA
Bought by 6 people
my mystique
1 use

2500 pts
my mystique
Bought by 16 people
David Hasselhoff
1 use

2000 pts
David Hasselhoff
Bought by 8 people
I miss you
1 use

2000 pts
I miss you
Bought by 10 people
Busted!
1 use

2000 pts
Busted!
Bought by 16 people
srsly?
1 use

2000 pts
srsly?
Bought by 9 people
I molested myself
1 use

2000 pts
I molested myself
Bought by 21 people
Corporate Cat
1 use

2000 pts
Corporate Cat
Bought by 7 people
Buddy Christ!
1 use

2000 pts
Buddy Christ!
Bought by 3 people
pirates cooler than ninjas
1 use

2000 pts
pirates cooler than ninjas
Bought by 13 people
What did the five fingers say?
1 use

2000 pts
What did the five fingers say?
Bought by 4 people
Therapy
1 use

2000 pts
Therapy
Bought by 21 people
See more items
1 2 Next

Most recent customers:
1 2 3 Next

Saint
Saint
"Pervarella"
100000 pts
Inspired
Birdly
Birdly
"Corvidi-tea"
8452502 pts
Underwater
Phoenix
Phoenix
"BrittsBits"
633198 pts
Morning Star
Todd
Todd
"My WiCkeD OnE"
228451 pts
the end of an era
Morrigan
Morrigan
"The beginning"
1379 pts
I am what I am
Miss_Fabulous
Miss_Fabulous
"נפלאה"
100000 pts
in progress
Charline
Charline
"נקודות"
500000 pts
1 2 3 Next
Decentralized Finance DeFi Course
|
Metafora Web3 Social Network
|
Million Token Metaverse
|
Timelapse Software | Bookmark | Terms