To... My immortal beloved ;
Wake up my angel face... Open your eyes... Look at me again. I want to believe that everythings a game, a joke... It hurts inside and out... I feel like I'm burning and turning to ashes. The thoughts I can not identify is coming out of my soul and I can not name it. And now... I want to think that all is a dream, a nightmare that I will wake up in sweat and tears and you and I will start again.. You will smile again, call me my love. Will tell me how much you missed me again.
I dont know how to handle your leaving. How to to live in your absence. It's so hard to live after you leave.
We had just begun... We had dreams,we had plans and now you're gone. You are gone and even we did not have a chance to touch each other. Now... Now everything is gone with you. All stars are disappeared with you. I don't kno if ever the sun will rise again. You beloved... You left me in an empty space... When you are gone, everything's gone.
I love you so much and will love you forever. Now you live in my soul, my thoughts and my prayers. For me you will always live my love. You will live forever...
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