wow, guess I'm ownerless, no word, no good bye, no nothing. A lost little pet, left in the world to fend for herself
Tracy Riedesel "ssssssexy" Playful - 13 years, 8 months, 27 days ago

ok, I'm giving up. I am NOT a toy to be taken off the shelf and played with for a while until something new and better comes along. I have pride and dignity, and if you can treat me with the same, then LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! All I want are friends, who can chat about things OTHER than sex. For heavens sake, there is soooooooooooo much more to life than that!!! I'm getting sick to my stomach with all of it nonstop! I want an honest, sincere relationship. How many of you have actually asked me what my hopes and dreams are? And be honest, how many of you really care? I'm also tired of the wanna be's, those that act like they care, but avoid answering questions, lie, and tiptoe around even the smallest thing. With the exception of a few, no one here really know me. There are so many I've never even talked to or even shared an app with. I'm NOT a number or someone who just wants to play a game. I'm a real, flesh and blood person, with feelings and rights and a big heart. I'm tired of being hurt and played and all the other things that I, ME, have allowed to happen. I am stopping it NOW. I was a scared "little girl" when I joined facebook, but by GOD I'm a mature adult now and I WILL take control of this. If you don't like what I'm saying, well tough. I want to share, learn, explore, be a friend. Not someone you can play around with or get off on. I am strong now. I know there is so much more to me than sex or total silliness. Yeah, I love to laugh. I love to have fun, but for heavens sake, there is a point when enough is I am not the insecure thing I was a while ago. I am a good person, with values, and a purpose. I am not in a relationship with anyone. Not in cyber, not in real life. And until a real, honest and I mean totally honest man comes alone, I will not be in one. I'm back, I'm real, I'm me. If you can't handle this then I wish you happiness and luck.
Tracy Riedesel "ssssssexy" Playful - 15 years, 7 months, 23 days ago

I give up, and give in. I'm beaten. I now return to being a hermit. I tried the world and it beat me. The battles have been lost, the war is done.
Tracy Riedesel "ssssssexy" Playful - 15 years, 8 months, 6 days ago

ok, it's official. this is a NO SPEEDO ZONE!!!! No man on EARTH looks good in one. I don't care how buff and hot you are. I'm tired of seeing men in them while purusing different apps and sites. And if you are one ounce overweight, please PLEASE I'm begging you, don't even consider it. I'm not model, but jeepers guys PLEASE!!!!!!
Tracy Riedesel "ssssssexy" Playful - 15 years, 8 months, 27 days ago

When the world hands you lemons make lemonade.
One friend added vodka and the world became cloudy.
One friend dried it, and smoked, and slept through life
I looked at each individual piece of pulp and marvelled at the
beauty and power.
Tracy Riedesel "ssssssexy" Playful - 15 years, 9 months, 28 days ago