"Talk to me before trying to buy me. If you do not, I will escape!"
I am who I am. A constant work in progress. A lover, a friend, a daughter, a sister, a bitch and an angel. Damaged, broken, repaired and rebuilt. Never to be perfect, always learning. I am me.
Genuine, nice people who care about others and are not selfish. I have an amazing boyfriend who I love very much so I have no interest in anymore more than friends and penpals. If you are looking for sex, cyber or otherwise, go find another girl. If you are looking for a new friend who's a bit crazy and loves to have a good time, then talk to me!
Something I just wrote... not sure if it's quite finished and I don't have a title but I felt the need to write it and since I haven't written really in about 6 months it felt good to write something.
Ripping away Tearing at the flesh The soft undertones Leaving me bloody On the floor Beaten and alone Gently dying A silent breath
Inhaled rage Not ready to go The anger escapes Ready to fight For me, my life Pushing back Running and escaping Bursting into freedom
Away from tyranny From the hate That seethes beneath Flying into the darkness The safe unknown Its encompassing chill Warm to my skin After the icy venom Of passionate scorn
Obscured fate Looming before me A brick wall Of treacherous uncertainty Reaching out For something familiar To slow the decent Into the madness Of my reality Princess Cass"My favourite"Ecstatic
- 10 years, 11 months, 18 days ago
In my life, I have been in many abusive relationships. The first time I was married, he turned out to be abusive in every way possible... emotionally, verbally, physically and sexually. The scars I still wear from that relationship will probably be with me for life. I still occationally experience flashbacks and nightmares of the things he did or that I feared he would do to me. This is a poem I wrote one night after a particularly horrifying flashback.
Not This Time The lies that bind, The heart that weeps, The tear that falls, The fear that sleeps.
Deep within me, The silence roars, My body trembles, My heartbeat soars.
The memories surface, My heart skips a few beats, I can feel his fist again, Reality retreats.
I'm back in his rule, Will this be my fate? No love in his eyes, Nothing but hate.
I reach for help, I want back in the light, He can't have me again, This time I will fight.
Princess Cass"My favourite"Ecstatic
- 11 years, 2 months, 13 days ago
I found this rather interesting: You scored 79% in romance and 86% in BDSM interest! BDSM activites, fantasies, and interests are as personal as anything else in the realm of human sexuality. I hope that this test has given you a sense of your interest in integrating your desire to engage in BDSM into a long-term, loving relationship. For some people, this is essential. Other people are just as happy with "play partners" with whom they can engage in BDSM activities but do so without the real emotional attachment of a long-term, loving relationship. A high score in BDSM indicates a demonstrable interest including experience and a desire to engage in these activities in the future. A high score in romance shows that not only do you hope to be in a long-term relationship, but it would ideally be one in which the caring that you have for your lover results in flexibility on your part and a willingness to learn of the interests of this special person in an open and non-judgmental way. This may both enhance the relationship by bringing the two of you closer and help to keep an erotic charge for a long time to come. If you get a warm feeling when you think of such a future, you are a romantic.
Your Score: The Assertive Sub You scored 64 You are assertive, yet still maintain some level of submission. You stand your ground firmly most of the time, and are fairly level. You may not identify with being submissive or dominant, and it's possible that you're a switch (someone who alternates between the two depending on circumstances and/or mood). Princess Cass"My favourite"Ecstatic
- 11 years, 7 months, 11 days ago
Trapped in fear Scared to trust Unable to hold back Falling into the unknown The darkness envelops Reaching out To stop my freefall I feel nothing Only blackness Pain lies in wait Ready to pounce Happiness out of grasp I want to fall into you Into your waiting arms Exposed before you Naked and scared Pull me close Wrap me in love Release me from fear
Princess Cass"My favourite"Ecstatic
- 11 years, 7 months, 12 days ago