The night sky feels as though it has never been darker,
With the fleeting hope of vengeance
compelling me I attempt to recollect myself from loosing my chase
But what is it that I am chasing?
Am I really chasing anything at all?
Or am I simply drowning myself in revenge to avoid the horrifying truth,
I've lost the only thing that made me feel truly alive.
Raven Sixx "ҼktaCiii" Hopeless - 14 years, 5 months, 11 days ago

If only you could see
If only you could see
You're the only girl I've ever dreamed of
If only you could see
If only you could see...

Should I apologize to such pathetic eyes
Just the sight of you has made me sick tonight (tonight)
It was your poison kiss that turned me into this
Then again there is a chance you could be mine tonight

Darling will you please take a walk with me?
We can count the stars that disappear...(I wish you could see)
I wish you could see, you're the only girl I've ever dreamed of
Are you satisfied?

(Are you satisfied?)
(Are you satisfied?)

What fate has led me here... Oh please forgive me dear
I don't know if I could survive on my own (my own)
I could have married you instead I buried you
Now I will see if I can fall asleep alone (alone)

Darling will you please take a walk with me?
We can count the stars that disappear...(I wish you could see)
I wish you could see, you're the only girl I've ever dreamed of
Are you satisfied?

(Are you satisfied?)
The nightmares coming true
(Are you satisfied?)
Girl it's only you
(Are you satisfied?)
I'm telling you the truth
(Are you satisfied?)

I wish you could see, you're the only girl I've ever dreamed of
Darling will you please take a walk with me?
We can count the stars that disappear...(I wish you could see)
I wish you could see, you're the only girl I've ever dreamed of
Are you satisfied?

Are you satisfied?


The depth of a mans soul can not be measured in a manor of meters
and fathoms; but rather, it is in my opinion, only quantified by his
proximity to heaven and hell. It was in such a state I ushered myself
passed the town tavern, bursting at the seams with the sounds of laughter
and drunken piano playing. Had it only been a different night, a
different place, a different kind of man passing by the threshold
of that innocent pub, the events that transpired at that point
would have undoubtedly been drastically different. I can only guess if
anyone outside that place had a clue when those exclamations of mirth became the
desperate screams of the helpless begging for their very lives...
Raven Sixx "ҼktaCiii" Hopeless - 14 years, 5 months, 11 days ago

As soon as this god damn membership runs out, I'm fucking gone. I cant handle this site or any other site anymore.
Out of sight and out of mind.
If you have another way tot contact me then youre the exceptions. To everyone else, I fucking hate you all. Its all god damn misery and drama on this site and the creators should stick their head in a fucking microwave and slam the door as hard as they fucking can until the thing turns on.


Raven Sixx "ҼktaCiii" Hopeless - 14 years, 5 months, 11 days ago

"Look at you, you miserable fool
Get off your knees, your prayers fall upon deaf ears
Gods turned his back on you, heavens gates are shut
And now you're knocking on the devils door"
Raven Sixx "ҼktaCiii" Hopeless - 14 years, 5 months, 11 days ago

The low sky looks like its about to cry. I spit a mixture of saliva, blood and agitation on the sidewalk. I cower at the thought of tomorrow, worrying that everything might fall apart. In my heart, I know that looking ahead to the day after tomorrow wont give me a single answer.
Tomorrow is like an empty canvas that extends endlessly; What should I sketch on it?
Reality begins to stain the canvas black; What should I draw?
I struggle to shine.
Tomorrow is like an empty canvas that extends endlessly; What should I sketch on it?
Reality begins to stain the canvas black; What should I draw?
I struggle to shine...
Raven Sixx "ҼktaCiii" Hopeless - 14 years, 5 months, 20 days ago