"you know, it feels intoxicating to be intimidating. it’s invigorating to see you shaking. ♥ "
I love my owner
so don't think about buying me ♥
♥ I'm energetic, full of personality, friendly, observant and I can connect with almost anyone given the amount I've been through over the past 18 years. I love listening to people, gaining their perspectives on any given situation and learning about they've been through and how they've grown from their misfortune. I love going outside on adventures, climbing up rocks and grassy hills to figure out what's on the other side. Exploring dark ruins in hopes of unearthing some mystery. Film is an interest of mine because of how the script as rehearsed as it is, pulls on our emotions and causes us to feel for and with the actors, even if we've heard the same story rewritten and reversed a thousand times. I love music because of how one set of lyrics can relate to a thousand different people, how they can tell our stories when we ourselves can't find the right words. I'm good at picking up on body language and sensing a persons emotions before they tell me how they feel. I believe that everyday we put our feelings out there, even if we don't realize it. The words we choose to say and who we choose to say them to, the way we say things, the way we put words together all revolve around how we feel and if we learn to pick up on those small hints, we can tell exactly how a stranger feels just by how they say hello.
We could grab a wool blanket, a thermos of hot chocolate and go sit on the beach. We could talk for hours under the stars. We could sit inside and order Chinese food, watch your favorite movie and pretend the world doesn't exist. We could camp out, spoon, draw Movember mustaches on each other, get coffee, hold hands, cook for each other, make pillow forts, or pretend to fall down a rabbit hole and remake wonderland. ♥
Thank you for all the incredible gifts everyone! I hope your Christmas's were as amazing as you all are! Sorry about my recent absence, holidays working in a grocery store as a cashier are just crazy! But I'm back now, can't say I'll get on EVERY day but I'll try, just for you guys (: ♥ Love you all!
It is the end of Elder month, goodbye November. So in honor of this passing month, I have as Wiccan ritual dictates, my red candle already burning, it’s waxy residue dripping contently down the side of it’s towering body. Surrounding my candle I have a series of pictures of an elder tree as I couldn’t get my hands on any fresh elderberries. As my secondary honorary to this month I have written my list of what didn’t go as planned and what I learned from each happening as it occurred. My main disappointment this month would have been my ex girlfriend and my ex boyfriend getting together. What I got out of everything that happened was that just as easily as love comes, it more easily goes. And what is once gone can not be retrieved so savor what you have and treasure it as the special gift it is. If you are so lucky as to have loved and have been loved in return then you are blessed. Not everyone has the blessing of feeling loved and feeling love in return. This list I have created, long since buried in my small backyard.
Elder tree, berries of red, remove these worries from my head. Wiser now do I remain, I banish regret and send it away! - Mickie Mueller.
Because without you I'm a disaster, the moment you go and your my ever after, just throught you should know 'cause I need to know your answer, just say you'll stay with me, I want you to say you're gonna stay with me, just say you'll stay with me, I die every day that you're away from me.
You don`t need to have a two inch waist to be beautiful. You don`t need to have bleach blonde hair. You don`t need a huge chest. You don`t need any high brand names. You don`t to put yourself through plastic surgery to look like the hottest new celeberty. You are beautiful, as you. And nobody is quite as beautiful as you. We have feminists saying that woman shouldn`t be potrayed as sex objects, that putting these images out to the world is altering societies view on how woman `should look`. But what about those woman who put themselves out there like that by wearing low cut clothing or barely any clothing at all? You don`t need to show off your body in order to be beautiful or get attention. I`d rather have a girl whos more conservative, someone who loves herself as her own person and doesn`t buy into big labels and societies view on how anyone should look. That image is unattainable. Even the `most beautiful woman in the world` are airbrushed to `perfection`. If I love you, and you love me, and I think your beautiful then what does anything else matter? So go eat a big mac and super size those fries because beauty goes beyond what you see on the outside. It`s whats on the inside that counts. The One and Only"Baby Blues"Daring
- 8 years, 2 months, 23 days ago
Beautiful things come out of horrible situations. I know for a fact. Out of sadness you get a new found wisdom on how the world can look with a haze of gray clouds, how people can be senseless, how you can see the whole universe in a whole new way. And that may be hard to handle, hard to cope, hard to accept, but it is so damn beautiful if you really take the chance to realize. Out of anger, you can feel your heart beat race, with every beat it is shaking your whole being and not only the heavy steps you take. It is when you, your whole self and some power is telling you that you are alive. And that is amazing in every angle. Out of anything there is something in there that makes it incredible. Something that makes it shine. Whatever you feel is potent and it is such a blessing to be able to feel what you feel. You just have to think about it. - Unknown Source
But what happens when misery gets itself so entangled in your fibres, when it works itself into every corner of your mind. What happens when sadness is all your feel, every other emotion rebounded off like a water droplet on a silver sheild. When gray clouds loom over your life like an umbrella, reminding you every day that what has been done has been done and there is nothing that can ever be done to change that. You can never go back from that. When those clouds stir themselves into a storm and the thunder cracks in the background. Rain beats off the pavement and sourrounds you. Those clouds feel so suffocating. What happens when you’ve lost everything you’ve ever known. When nothing can no longer be called home. What some see as amazement, others feel as regret. Not everbody can pull beauty out of a hat and call it magical. You won’t think yourself so blessed when your happiness is washed away so suddenly you don’t even see it go, when you figure out that sometimes there isn’t a positive and you have to live with what happened as you relive the events one after another in your mind every day. When emotions, feelings, words start to haunt you. You can’t escape what you feel. You can’t hide it. Your eyes tell what your lips are incapable of saying. And who could have known that it’d be what you loved that would tear you down. Who would have expected that all you knew would be ended it all. I want to know, because had someone told me that what had happened were going to happen …. I wouldn’t have believed them at all.