try to click the link below...it was a really nice and meaningful song...hope you'll like it, because i really like the song and the lyrics...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ7lFMIw9-I
Unknown "★ mimi ♥drew" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 25 days ago

Hey friends please kindly thumb me as much as you can...thanks so much...
Unknown "★ mimi ♥drew" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 25 days ago

一个人的寂寞谁会真的明白？？？好多好多不开心的事只可以埋 在心里的某个部位。。。才发现原来重头再来是一件很难很难的 事，需要花很多时间来学习和改变。。。可爱的是到现在我都还 没学会，有够笨得我是很难才学会。。。就如一颗破碎的心是要 花很多时间来复原，需要多久没人懂。。。
Unknown "★ mimi ♥drew" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 25 days ago

today is wednesday and now is 6.01pm...erm...don't know what to write here...just feel very down and unhappy, don't ask me why,i myself also don't know the reason why, or maybe after i read something (which related to me and enough to make me feel sad and down) that's why have that feeling...haiz...actually i should feel happy because 1 of my friends going to come here and visit me, so that i wont feel lonely and bored, although he just will be here for one week but is better then nothing...of cause i have friends over here, the reason why i don't want to meet them is because they live too far away from my house, so i prefer to stay at home...end with this story...i miss all my friends i got a lots of things want to share with my friends...after when i reach here i feel more depress and stress then before...a lots of things had changes not like previous and a lots of things is out of my expectation as well...things are getting worse...i'm going to be crazy...why???why i have this kind of life???why i can't have a peace life???why i need someone to support me and there have nobody support me???why???i have a thousand, million even billion why...who can really understand the feeling i'm having now???i was sad and down all the time...god where're you???did you notice that i need your help???or is that someone who really need your help more then me???~END~
Unknown "★ mimi ♥drew" Lonely - 16 years, 8 months, 25 days ago

the 4th day of chinese new year...why i can't feel the ambience here...today chat with one of my best friends...he told me that they was so enjoy chinese new year at KL...all of them was together at my friends house...i'm the only one who not there...dam...so miss them...i told him about my life here, and he ask me a funny question he said did you cried over there???what a funny question???haha...and i found it anybody was asking me the same question...all keep on asking me when am i going back...actually i hope to go back as well...

so fast already 1 months at here...omg...still feel so lonely...if you are my friends which know me more i think you wont belive i got no friends here...is that me???i'm lost...where is the previous @nDr3w went???how to get back myself...who understand the feeling which i'm having now???WHO REALLY UNDERSTAND...when i need to talk who was there for me???who was there to talk with me???T_T...NOBODY THERE...i just talk with the wall...i just talk to myself...am i crazy or abnormal???i still have few more month to go...now is the 1st month already become that...so how about the following months???how i look like???don't dare to guess and think about it...just feel that i was so useless and not independent enough...

@nDr3w......T_T......Z_Z......
Unknown "★ mimi ♥drew" Lonely - 16 years, 9 months, 19 days ago