"You're fighting to fit in, and you realize when you get there that the people around you are the same ones who held you down and humiliated you. You've finally arrived, but that bite from the apple of knowledge is bitter and causes a resentment that turns into revolution."
Unknown "Cs SilverBullet" Gloomy - 16 years, 11 days ago

"I was drawn into the darker side of life. But it's really just human nature. I started to learn that everything that's considered a sin is what makes you a human being. All the seven deadly sins are man's true nature. To be greedy. To be hateful. To have lust. Of course, you have to control them, but if you're made to feel guilty for being human, then you're going to be trapped in a never-ending sin-and-repent cycle that you can't escape from"
Unknown "Cs SilverBullet" Gloomy - 16 years, 13 days ago

I didn’t sleep worth a shit last night, got up as usual and now my head is like monkey meat. By the time the afternoon comes I end up feeling like a bucket of rotten, beaten assholes. I know zombies don’t really exist but I have had a break through to say I am walking proof that they do.
I can count on one hand where I have had more then four hours of sleep, to ask me how long ago that was well I say go ask that damn sandman when it was because well my head is like monkey meat, or did I say that already?
Unknown "Cs SilverBullet" Gloomy - 16 years, 10 months, 5 days ago

Ok I really don't know what to put here and I don't now what is acceptable or what isn't, so I will just wing it and hope for the best.

I am beginning to feel like me being as parent am living in an eerie state of “Children of the Corn,” where the kids will take over and rule the adults.
I feel that our culture will continue to disintegrate but we continue to just rebuild with abusement parks and carry on all the while continue the filming process and replaying it as a situation comedy.
As of right now though I am not finding any kind of humor in this situation so I find I stumble through my days and chalk it all up to another tempestuous and turbulent ride at that abusement park of parenting.

Now I know why animals eat their young.

Well I guess I will be signing off and bitching on and go chase the wild game off my front lawn.

Unknown "Cs SilverBullet" Gloomy - 16 years, 10 months, 6 days ago